rice and water

last tuesday, i was depressed. thats not the word exactly, more like dismayado. first i dont know if i was late or absent in our pharmacology lab. once our prof checked the attendance and youre not there, your absent, even if you are late. but then i came, i was breathing hard, since i ran from the ground floor up to the 7th flr. i was catching my breath. then, we had these exercise. we have to inject a dextrose to an emaciated dog. the problem was, the dog wasnt cooperating. it sucks. i know she's scared. she dont know any of us in the group. we even dont own the dog. she was jumping over the surgical table. we're trying to restrain her for 2 1/2 hours. until doc nicolas call it off. since we also know the dog was really stressed and dehydrated. we returned it to the owner, who is the guard at the front gate of school. then we just watched at the other groups with their dogs that was behaving properly. geez.

after that, i ate like 2 1/2 cups of rice. and drank 3 galsses of water, one bottle of softdrinks. i was really tired. and it was also hot in the afternoon.

good thing my friends decided we go videoke. hehe:) our way of bonding, tsismisan, and removing stress. haha:)

hell week...

well its our midterms this week and gawd i need some sleep.

monday- its still a regular day for school. and we (my partner and i) won a PVET in our physiology class. yehey! its an achievement for me. haha:) but that day was still oh soo tiring. i left school at 4.30 or 5 and arrived home at 6. our exam the next day was pharmacology and ruminant.

tuesday- it sucks! i concentrated on pharma not really studying in ruminant...and i think..no wait, i really failed! i couldnt answer much of the questions. :(

wednesday- our exam was physiology and pathology. it was disappointing. i slept last tueday night around 2:30 am already and woke up around 5:30 because i was reading 6 chapters of a book. then during the exam, i got mental blocked with the questions, and couldnt answer much. after the exam on physio, i was really sleepy and tired. good thing our exam on patho starts at 3, so we can still review. our exam in patho was more of pictures and laboratory slides. i wrote alot of answers on that exam, but wasnt sure if its correct. :)

thursday- today our exam was helminthology (worms) and equine management. supposedly our exam on helminth would be yesterday, but our prof moved it and our equine should start at 3 but was moved to 1. its sucks on the part of the equine. yung mga inaral ko, konti lang ang lumabas. asar talaga. in short i failed, again.

tomorrow will be our exam on physio lab, myco and proto. if you could just see my face now, its horrible. i got huge eyebugs and pimples. this week was really stressful. -->it sucks on that day. i woke up around 7:30 am already and the exam starts at 8. so i jumped out of bed, i even asked myself if i should take a bath or wag na lang, but then i looked horrible so i took a bathe. then i've decided i will ride a taxi. good thing the fare was exactly 100. the bad news, i failed the exam. :(

despite of this stress, i am happy. maybe because of him. haha:) everytime i see, he makes me smile hindi lang smile, tawa pa. i cant take off my eyes from him. i always wanted to see him. kaya nga masaya ako tuwing exam kasi nakakatabi ko siya. sana, pumasa kami pareho. :)

got to go. i still need to study and review.