hay..hell week...last week..>:)

hahaha..grabe isang linggo akong di nag-internet..kahit na gustong gusto ko ng mag-internet..pinigilan ko pano exams week na..tapos sa monday at tuesday may exam pa ko sa botany at biochem..naloloka na nga ako dito eh..masaya ako nung friday..wag niyo nga tanungin kung bakit secret ko na lang yon...pag may nakaalam na e di hindi na secret un..di ba? grabe na-miss ko mag-internet..hay..kahit na bored na ko dito sa kinauupuan ko..basta un na un..masaya ako...:) malapit na ko mag-third year..duguan na to..dapat seryoso na..excited na rin ako sa outing namin sa batangas..yahoooo!!! cge na dapat nag-aaral ako ah..-.-

i not stupid

e2 pa,,isa pang magandang movie by jack neo..its a singaporean movie,,its about three students slash friends..tapos they're trying to survive school..the movie was like a mirror about the governement ng singapore..ung parents and teachers ung government at ung mga students ang people of singapore..actually nakakatawa siyang movie..i enjoyed watching it..:)

nice night...

my mum, sister, kuya and his "ex-gf slash gf" *di ko alam ang latest sa kanila* and i ate at treehouse in UP diliman..it was a good place for people dating and uh..un na un..at eto pa may acoustic gig..astig nga..crush ko ung nag-gigitara..hahaha:) basta nakaka-in love ung gabing yon...:)cgi..antok na ko...

quiz, quiz, quiz, quiz??

we have a quiz today in statistics..i didnt study again though, i know how to do it and know the formulas a little. but i have to do some "kodigs" and ask my seatmates for clarification..hehehe..bad..>:) we had three quizzes one at a time..grabe nakakapagod un,,wala kang ginawa kundi mag-calculate.. then i had my lunch..i ate 1/2 tocino, meatloaf, 2 1/2 rice and a soup..*nice* and i had my filipino class. and guess what, we had a quiz, i didnt study. i lack notes because i dont attend the class if i dont want to..but i think i did good on the exam..*i hope so*.. i hate that subject dahil wala lang..after answering the quiz, i went outside already..i want to buy a cigarette and smoke pero nagdadalawang isip ako kasi i dunno..but before i went out, i saw my "crush" at the canteen..hahaha..and then i also saw my "other crush outside" nice..hahaha..anyway i went home together with gerald because we're both living in quezon city..

i should go to shangrila today with some friends because johanne will celebrate her bday today,,unfortunately my mom did not allow me to go because its late already and its dangerous..hahaha:) but im sad because i want to go.. but anyway, we still have our batangas outing on march 28..yipee..!

ngayong araw na to...

i came to school early..my class starts at 7:30 but i was there at 7:15..*aga gumising*..my subject at that time was biochemistry,,*nice* we just had lecture..which sometimes i find interesting and sometimes boring..depends on my mood..:0 mrs. ramos was really funny, before we start our lecture class since there are few students, we talked about "full house" and "stairway to heaven"..she even told some of my classmates that they are not close if they dont watch koreanovela..LOL..but its only joke..we didnt have our biochem lab class cause she extended our lecture class..and then we had our christian morality,,we talked about sex, homosexuality, heterosexuality, bisexual, prostitution and the likes..hehehe:)
right now..i'm tired already..

may nakakaalam na ng aking pagkatao..

may mga bagong taong nakakaalam na ng aking magulong buhay..

alam na nila albino and johanne na ako'y isang bisexual..hehehe:) i finally told them when we are having lunch at vmes at okay lang naman sa kanila un..:) actually johanne asked me kung nagkagusto ako sa babae since we came from an all girls school at para sa amin normal lang un...and i said yes..at ang sumunod ng tanong ay kung nag-karoon na ko ng "ka-on/gf",,at hulaan niyo ang sagot...hehehe..secret..kami-kami na lang ang nakakaalam nun..:)

natamaan ako...

if pain must come, may it come quickly. because i have a life to live, and i need to live it in the best way possible. if he has to make a choice, may he make it now. then i will either wait for him or forget him. WAITING IS PAINFUL. FORGETTING IS PAINFUL. BUT NOT KNOWING WHICH TO DO IS THE WORST KIND OF SUFFERING.

-by the river piedra i sat down and wept-

i came to school very early today, because i dont know if we have classes in the morning. a very "reliable source" told us yesterday that there will be a "rally" because the organizations and fraternities want to protest about the admin removing their tambayans..but for me, i dont have an organization, so i really dont care. anyway, so we all thought that maybe we have an animal welfare class since its the only subject i'm interested in this sem. but unfortunately, we dont have because dr. ramos didnt came.:c too bad, my friend albino came only to this class because doc already told him/her *hahahaha* that one more late or absent means he/she *hahahaha* failed..so that motivate him to come to class early..hehehe:) after knowing that, we just went to the library to study?? hahaha:) and then we ate luch at vmes..we ate mais con yelo and halo-halo..:) and thats it..we just played around..hihihi

from now on...

habang nasa jeep ako pauwi..sabi ko sa sarili ko..si angelo lang ang crush/mahal ko ngayon hanggat wala pa kong nakikitang kagaya niya..>naks naman< hehehe:)

it was a fun day..??

i came late at my biochem lecture class and it sucks..we have a quiz..i didnt study and my prof, mrs. ramos, told me to seat in front..i was alone in that row..T.T how can i answer if no one is seating beside me..hehehe*cheating* but then my classmate gave me an answer in no.1 letter a..hehehe;p and of course i failed because i have only one answer but im not sure if it is correct..hehehe

and came my biochem lab class..i came in late again because i did some research and lost the track of time..*tama ba grammar ko??* our experiment is about urine analysis..we need some urine but i didnt bother even though im the leader of our group..good thing my guy classmates is the one who provide the urine..we just dont whose urine was used..hehehe :)) our group did not perform the experiment because the urine was color orange or yelloworange..we've guessed that the guy seldom drinks water..hehehe=)) so we just watched the other group perform the experiments..while they perform the experiment, joanne, theola, carlos, johanne, madel and i just chat and talk about some stuffs and laugh at crazy things carlos did (at that time)and the "mulawin" thing..hehehe:)it was really funny..sumakit ang tiyan ko katatawa..at the end of the class we did nothing..hehehe;p..im not a responsible leader..

after biochem, is our animal nutrition lab class..we just compute the nutritional requirements of the animals,,and i understand little about it..my prof, mrs. fragata, did the computation..and we're just staring and tried to listen how she did it..:-/

i went home together with eliza, theola, madel and maldz..maldz and i went to sm north para magpalamig..pareho din kasi ang daan namin..and we saw eric, adrian and jeus..they were buying a stuff toy at bear cudler and as the girl they asked for my opinion..adrian, maldz and jeus went inside another store and they left the stuff toy with me and eric..we decided to hide along the corridor going to the cr..they couldn't find us..hehehe:) after that, i left them at the arcade station near the food court because im tired already..#:-S..

and thats it..good night!!!

the cd is bad...

i'm try to install my polaroid photomax in the computer but there was an error on it..and i cant download the 63 pictures in the camera..i hate it..everytime it gets to 91% a dialogue box will appear and say "an error occurred during the..*forgot about it*:-115" whats that suppose to mean..??

paRa Sa mga in LOve dYan...u.u

"Love is like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. the next day, you want more. you're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. you think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours. but then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. if he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. anmd just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, YOU'RE WILLING TO DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE."

"Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks."

"Love consign us to hell or to paradise, but it will alwayas takes us somewhere."

"Love is a trap. when it appears, we see only its light, not its shadows."

*from the book "by the river piedra i sat down and wept"*

after reading that, ano kaya? ipaglaban ko siya..ligawan ko na kaya? aaahh..magulo..:)

good deed..^.^

hahaha..isa akong mabuting bata at kabataan..

pauwi na ko..pagkatawid ko may matandang nagtanong kung tatawid ba ako ulit sa kabila..sabi ko hindi na po kasi dun po ako galing..of course the old lady thought na dapat itawid ko siya..paggalang kasi un sa matatanda di ba? pero medyo nakiramdam muna ako kasi ayoko ng bumalik sa kabila. hirap makipag-patintero sa mga sasakayan. anyway, panay ang parinig nung matanda na natatakot siyang tumawid dahil sa mga trak, lalo na may trak pa ng coke na nakahinto dahil sa traffic. nagmatigas ako, sabi ko pa nga, 'ayan po pwede na kayong tumawid kasi traffic naman.' pero hindi pa rin tumawid ang matanda..nagparinig pa rin na natatakot talaga siya..nagabang ako ng bus para makawala na..hehehe..i'm bad..>:) pero dahil sa mabait ako at hindi na siya tumigil sa kakaparinig at para naman masabi niya na kahit papano ay may mga kabataan na mabait at matulungin sa matanda, sinabi ko sa kanya na itatawid ko na siya..:)at ayon,,nakatawid din kami sa wakas kahit na ang bagal niya at feeling ko hinahatak ko na siya sa bilis kong maglakad..:) at syempre nag-thank you siya..:)

hehehe..i told my mom about that at tawa siya ng tawa to think na ung kabaitan ko sa tao at sa hayop ay magkaiba..at talagang nakiramdam muna ako bago ako mag-decide na tulungan siya..:)

dapat tularan niyo ko..yahooo!!!:)

bakit kailangan magmahal at masaktan?

eto ang mga tanong na di ko maintindihan at di ko mahanapan ng sagot..

Love is crazy cause sometimes you cry but say i'm ok, you dont understand but cant let go, yet we should be lucky to end up with a little bit of insanity cause its nice to risk just to be happy..

We may love the wrong person and cry for the wrong reasons, but no matter how things go wrong one thing is sure, MISTAKES...help us find, the right people that are meant for us...

na-feel mo na ba na parang sawa ka na...

ako ngayon..sawang-sawa na ko sa ginagawa ko na paulit-ulit lang..gigising ka,,papasok sa sa school, makikinig ka sa mga subjects na gusto mo at hindi mo gusto, kakain ka, mag-aaral ulit, uuwi ka, kakain ulit, mag-aaral para bukas, matutulog tapos gigising ka na ulit at paulit-ulit na lang..nakakasawa na..sawa na nga akong kumain eh.

siguro masyado lang boring ang buhay ko ngayon..wala naman kasing nangyayari na kakaiba..walang thrill..hehehe:) tamad na rin akong pumasok dahil wala namang nangyayari..hay buhay!

home run

i watched this movie at my dads house...it was a nice movie..its a chinese classic movie about a brother and a sister..we share the same rubber shoes,,the sister will go to school first and after her class at noon she will run as fast as she can to meet her brother and exchange shoes..the brother wears a slipper. a very touching story...the sister wanted to buy shoes, but they dont have money to buy a new one..so the brother lend his shoes to her so that she can go to school... try to watch this movie..its really nice:)

na-feel mo na ba na akala mo siya na..?

bakit ba kailangan magmahal ang isang tao? may biochem teacher once said: "in love ka sa taong ito, hindi ka makatulog kakaisip sa taong yun, pero yung taong yun di ka naman iniisip..di ka naman niya gusto." sabi ko sa sarili ko, oo nga..ikaw mahal mo siya pero siya walang paki sau..asar!

ganun ako ngayon eh, may gusto akong tao..schoolmate ko siya dati sa uste..*wala na ko sa uste ngayon*..magkaklase kasi kami sa ibang subjects.nung nakita ko siya sabi ko siya na siguro ung sinasabing "man of your dreams"..*ang corny ko na*..siya ung gusto ko,,basta ganun ung na-feel..kaso may nangyaring di maganda..kaya ayon,,di na pwede kaming maging magkaibigan...and now..gusto ko pa rin siya..nababaliw na nga ako sa kanya eh..kaso malayo ng managyari yun..lumipat na ko ng school at kahit kailan di ko na siya makikita..:c

a trip at CJ Philippines...-.-

today was a happy day for me...before we went at CJ, the rodeo club had an event. its a dog show..a classmate brought her dogs..named spike and krypton..>cool< i played with the dogs..the golden retriever drool like mad..i got drooled in my pants, in my hands and even in my shoes..man i smell like a dog...after that we went already to cj..we are two sections but there is only one bus..the bus is full and the only the seats on the middle aisle is avaible.i sat there beside my friend...while in the bus we just ate some chips..after the long trip we've finally arrived at CJ Philippines in San Rafael Bulacan...when we arrived there we have to eat first our lunch at a nearby carinderia..i'm so full because of the chips.i've decided i would just buy pepsi.ricel bought a "monay" and eliza bought an "ensaymada"..we just share.after eating we headed at the conference room and had a lecture on pigs etc...it was fun but i would be more interested if it is about dogs..:)hehehe..after having the lecture the batch was grouped into 2..by section.i was in block b.the block a went first and we just ate our merienda...the puto was delicious and smells good because it is pandan flavor..after eating we went in the "factory", where the feeds are produced. after that we headed back to school.i'm so tired that i slept inside the bus, good thing my classmates didn't took a picture of me..:)

thats just about it...got to go...:):)

i'm a bad girl...

i told my mom that i will attend the seminar but i didnt, instead i just stayed at school and did nothing because i dont have classes.she even told me to change the curtains in our room and wipe the floor, but i told her that i completely forgot about it..:c good thing she didn't got mad...:)

animal...

we went to UP Diliman to attend a seminar about animal welfare. i joined with my friends in the car and as we enter the gates of UP the car just stopped. the driver said it was an overheat. we have to ride the ikot jeep. we went down at palma hall and walked toward NISMED...the seminar was all about animal behavior and how to understand them...after that we ate our lunch outside the bldg. we sat on the floor beside the bldg. because they've said that we cant eat on the table of the restaurant near the bldg. the sponsored restaurant was bodhi vegetarian restaurant.so we ate vegetables..i'm choosy when it comes to eating vegies. after eating we took a walk and found an ice cream vendor. we bought 4 ice cream (large) for 20 bucks each...*yumyum* after eating we returned to the bldg to talk again about canine and feline behavior and psychology. and i now i understand my pets...tomorrow is the continuation of the seminar and we'll talk about bioethics and genetic eng'g...:):)

animals are just like humans...they need to be loved and understand...and they also,in return, give us unconditional love and loyalty...yahoooo!!!-i miss my dogs already-

"love is nothing without real understanding"

what does love really mean?

we cannot beg someone to stay when he wants to leave and be with someone else..we have to admit that love doesn't give us license to own a person..this is what love means..SACRIFICE

aral ng aral ^o^

ang pag-aaral ay parang beer.
mapait sa simula pero masarap na pagnakasanayan.
masakit sa ulo at nakakaantok pag nasobrahan.
ang pagkakaiba lang, mas mura ang beer...kaya...
INUMAN NA LANG TAYO! :)

Life'S gReateSt LeSSOn >>from tuesdays with Morrie<<

-->> devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning..:)

-->> love each other or die.

i will post another one tomorrow...:)

bored -.-

i'm here waiting for my friend...nakakatamad...friendster is not cooperating with me..XD

^.^ what a day???

i hate it...i waited for 3 hours for my filipino class and unfortunately our professor didn't come. i'm so sleepy. im just waiting for 5:00 to come and i'll clean the house as fast as i can befor my mum and sis come..

the house was a mess..

right now, i'm trying to finish the book "Tuesdays with Morrie". its a very nice book. about life and death.

uhm,,nothing much to say..i have to eat pa..

im in ..i dont know...

i'm tired..i've been typing this project thingie for weeks and i'm not finish. passing is on march something..before finals, i suppose.

i'm tired and sleepy...-.-