Last Hurrah to 2008.

parang candy mag lang...ang hilig sa HURRAH! hahahahaha

and since its dec 31, the last day of 2008, i will go back 364 days. just to, you know, remember the memories..blah blah blah.

last dec 31 2007, i was in bicol. i celebrated my [our] new year there. it was actually the first time i celebrated new year away from home. bicol was really a home for me, my second home. and i dont speak the language. konti lang.

the new year there was...same lang. may paputok, maingay, kantahan, sayawan, etc. pero kasi kung kami kami lang sa bahay, walang ganun. ayoko ng paputok..siguro kain lang ako ng kain, habang maingay sa kalsada.

lets go back to bicol, shall we.

i remembered, what i did was to eat and watch dvd's all day with my cousins and pamangkins. kasi luto sila ng luto. and it was my first time to see a 90 IN 1 dvd. parang lahat ata nandun. sequel pa. i know, i'm a loser. hindi kasi ako bumibili ng dvd's. alam mo yun, masarap kasi ang luto sa bicol. hahaha. tapos nagkantahan, sumayaw. tapos nag-brown out pa. eh ang daming npa dun. hahaha. pero nag-ka-ilaw din. it was fun. btw, we were at the iraola's clan [lola's side].

then jan 1, we ate dinner with the dy side naman. kasi nakakatawa yung mga tito ko, mas matanda pa ko. tapos videoke at inom ng beer. jan 2 uwi na!

so, i started the year...looking for a dog. para sa surgery. jan 3, naghanap kami ng aso/pusa sa bulacan.

tapos, boring na ang mga sumunod na buwan. kasi bakasyon na. at nag summer class ako. nag nstp pa ko.

enjoy ako sa nstp kasi community service. nakatulong ako sa ibang tao at sa kalikasan. ayos ba?!

tapos pasukan na. this year, until now naman, i became the president of our organization. hindi ko gusto pero wala. hay nako. ang masasabi ko lang, hindi na ko kelan man magiging presidente kahit association ng mga eklavu, ayoko. ang hirap. nakakastress, nakakapagod, nakakainis, nakakaiyak...lahat ata ng emosyon naranasan ko, except yung masaya. masaya ako sa ibang tao, sa iba hinde. tama na nga. hindi ako magaling na presidente...pero i try to be brave and strong. at syempre nandyan ang iba pang officers at friends, kung wala sila, nako...nagiba na. kaya lab ko silang lahat.

eto din ata ang taon na, wala akong ginawa kundi...maglakwatsa. pumunta kung saan-saan. batangas, tagaytay, cavite, quezon, sa avilon zoo.

sa taong din ito, nagbukas ang business namin. at plano long magbukas ng isa pang business next year. at itayo ang farm sa bicol. hehehehe [libre mangarap]

matataas ang grades ko.

sumali ako sa animo fun run.

na-in love ako sa A Very Special Love

pinanood ko din yung My Only U.

bumigat ako ng 5 kg. dati 45 ngayon 50 na. pero dahil nag pasko at new year, siguro 52 na ko ngayon.

nag participate kami sa Earth Hour. Astig un!!

nairaos namin ung small animal surgery. all the puyat, pagod, sakit ng paa.

nakasali ako, together with cindy and rosel sa RCP National Round Up sa UPLB. nakakaloka yun.

i celebrated my 23 years of existence.

duty na ko. konti na lang tatapak na ko sa working world. at iiwan na ang school. enjoy ako sa lahat ng pinag duty-han namin. nakakapagod pero nakakatuwa.

i have porty. [ung psp ko] akalain mong may pangalan. sabi ni macy, napaghahalataan daw akong boring ang buhay. kasi pinapangalanan ko ang isang bagay. gaya nung kotse namin, hondie ang name nun. kasi malapit ko na siyang maging baby. hahahahaha

then, i will be a TITA soon. kasi buntis yung gf ni kuya. excited ako!!! kasi may baby. ang cute cute cute!!!

then last nov 1-2, we went to bicol. binisita naming yung grave ni lola. but the fun part is, it was my first time to go back to manila via airplane [cebu pacific]...ALONE. hahahaha. its like travelling abroad...alone. plus, maulan pa nun. so imagine ung alog [turbulence] ng airplane sa taas. MAALOG talaga. katakot. pero natulog lang ako. kasi nakainom ako nung gabi. pag-gising ko Manila na.

naging maganda ang taon na to samen. at sana next year din. sana grumaduate na ko. sana sipagin na ko para sa thesis.

my only wish for our family, IS GOOD HEALTH. un lang. and of course happiness. kung ok ang health, masaya lahat.

personal wish, hmmm...ano ba? kung titingnan mo naman, ok ang buhay ko. masaya naman ako. pero syempre mas sasaya ako kung papasa ako sa board exams. at syempre mas masaya din kung may kasalo ka sa kasiyahan mo. di ba?

Happy New Year everyone!!!! welocome 2009!!

Merry Christmas!

because im sooooooo lazy to text, dito na lang.

loser ako! hahaha. paskong pasko, 3 lang kami. tapos nanonood lang ako ng princess hours for the nth time. kasi nakalimutan kong mamakyaw ng mga dvd sa philcoa. si ma tulog na. hahaha.

anyway, i wish...hmmm. next time na lang. tinatamad talaga ako ngayong araw na to. =]

happy

masarap maging masaya. kahit isang beses lang.

Acknowledgements.Pasasalamat.Thank you's.

THANK YOU THANK YOU!
mahal ko kayo.
whahahaha. showbiz ampota.

thank you kay leo na bumati sakin nung malayo pa talaga ang bday. hahahaha. TY

kay priya, na classmate ng kapatid ko. thank you din.

kay "tae" aka macy babs, salamat sa gift kahit na walang kwenta. na-appreciate ko. hahaha

thank you din kay dhena. kahit na di kami masyadong close. salamat.

Oreo, thank you!!!! miss na kita, walang hiya ka. musta naman ang canada? hahahaha.

kay rhea, one of my trusted bestfriends since first yr highschool.. thank you!!! miss u.

kay lalaine na classmate ko sa uste noon. Thank you!

si narizza, ang best friend ko since...fetal days. hahahaha. alam ko corny. thank you. pero sana hindi mo tinambakan ng pare-parehong comments ung page ko. but anyway ok lang, thank u!

kay irene, thank you din!! maging actibo. hahaha

kay billy jane and company (bogs na bday din, marc m, jeus, adrian(sila lang yung narinig ko)..at kung sino pang nandun) thank you sa pagtawag ng 12 am. na-tats ako..i mean na-touch ako. thank you! i love you all. kaya lang daya, nag-iinuman kayo.

sa mga nagtext..teya, allan, ate april, may, ava, lan, rosel, madel, eileen, eric, norie na bday din...

kay shan. thank you!!! =]

at kung may nalimutan man ako..sori, matanda na eh. THANK YOU!!!

syempre kay kuya, ate fei, macy, mami, tita, at lola. thank you!

kay God...thank you sa lahat. i couldnt ask for more...except for a boyfriend. whahahahaha JOKE LANG. pumasa lang ng board exam ok na ko. hahaha

INUMAN SA MONDAY!! whahahaha.

THANK YOU!!!!!!!

Multiple Blog Entries

Brave Heart.

One of the few things i learned while growing up, meaning mula bata hanggang ngayong 23 na ko, is to be BRAVE. such a big word, easy to spell but hard to do.

i am such a cry baby. i easily cry, even if i try my hard to stop the tears from falling, it just falls. kahit si Kris Aquino ang umiyak sa tv, dahil naiiyak siya sa relasyon nila ni James Yap, naiiyak na din ako at sa mga telenobela, basta nakakiyak ung scene, maiiyak din ako.

Nasan ang brave dun? Wait lang. Nag-iisip pa ko...ang hirap eh.

Crying is like a sign of weakness, sadness, broken, fragile, afraid, etcetera. And when you cry, one might say "napakaiyakin naman nito", or "kawawa naman siya", or "wala pala to, mahina to..." but crying is also an outlet, where you can burst your emotions, say or act how you feel. its not easy crying, especially if people sees you as a strong, undefeatable person.

When you're afraid, you cry. And when you cry, you're maybe not that brave. As much as I try to be brave, i end up crying in the end. Afraid of what might happen in the future or whatever. I try to be Brave by, facing consequences, problems, reality and then after encountering all of them, I cry. Cry to death.

Parang nung bata ako, everytime my mom would scold me and hit me with a slipper or belt, I cry until i cannot breath. But then my mom, would be nice to me again, buying me this and that [na konsensya ung nanay ko...]. After crying, I learned a lesson...not to do things that would make my mom mad.

And after crying, you become BRAVE. so, I conclude thet crying, means you're also brave. :]

Alone

Yesterday, was my time alone. Because I went out alone. hahaha.

I went to starbucks...alone for the first time. and i freakinly spent 300 pesos for a chocolate chip frap and a piece of oreo cheesecake.

And i just went there because i was waiting for the photos from the camera to be developed.

i was in sm north at 10:15 am and pictures will be done DAW at 12:30. so, i decided to stay at starbucks. plus, i did the editing of the reviewer.

i usually go to there if im with my mom, my sister or my brother, because they pay for my orders. hahaha.

then the barista, spelled and mispronounce my name. Zincy. Zyndi dapat. hahaha. biruin mo yun 300 pesos, isang inumin at cake lang ang nabili ko. hay! anyway, bihira lang to...

The Bracelet

Yesterday din. My sister, macy, went home early. wala daw silang klase. kaya nag eastwood sila nung mga kaibigan niya. and she bought me and mom a bracelet.

aba, madaming pera ang gaga. hahaha. of course, mom's bracelet is more beautiful than mine.

but, i liked it.

Thank you!!!

The Pasta

My sister cooked pasta last monday, if i remember it right?

having a sister studying at a culinary school, is ________. wala akong maisip.

she said, its an experiment. she made the sauce herself. mas masarap daw kasi kung galing sa kamatis talaga, instead of buying commercial tomato/spaghetti sauce.

My verdict: Masarap. Kulang lang sa lasa. Medio matabang eh.

The Mask

My sister, again, owns the mask. My mom went to South Africa, last july. And my sister ask for a pasalubong. At eto nga yun, maskara. instead of asking for shirts or bags or accessories, she asked for a mask.

But its cool.

So i pictured myself, wearing it.

Weird nga eh. Buti wala namang sumpa. hahahahaha

The Choice

Yesterday, i also went to National Bookstore. I want to buy a book, but i dont know what book to buy. Until i stumbled across Nicholas Sparks The Choice. But then, i remembered Brida by Paulo Coelho. So i looked for Brida, and i didnt saw Brida, so i settled for The Choice.

Since the book was covered with plastic, i have no idea of what the content. except for the very short summary at the back of the book.

When i read it last night, i realized, it resembled my lfe..somehow. Well actually, just the setting and the characters personality. vet yung lalaki, tapos nasa field din ng medicine yung babae; hate nung girl yung guy nung una, pero attracted na sila sa isa't isa..kaso may bf yung babae...hanggang dun pa lang yung nababasa ko. hahahaha

Maybe, if i finished reading the book, i'll blog it.

Goodnight!!!

The Sem It Was!

its been a long time since i opened this blog. most of the entries are linked to multiply. i typed most often in multiply than here. haaay!

a lot of things happened for those past months. starting june. hahaha. see i opened this before school starts. i just finished my clerkship. then my grades are so far good...;)

first, i am happy to announced that im on duty next semester. meaning, it a real world out there. im in clinics, hospitals, farms, laboratories, zoo...etc. im excited. just hearing the go signal from my professor, that i can go on duty next sem is sweet. though i have 13 units to finish before i graduate.

second, its finals week. next week is our vacation. whoo. im longing for this one. long sleeping hours, nothing to worry about exams and stuffs. relax is the word.

last, for the months that ive missed in blogging, the pictures will tell it all...

[pictures ahead...]

jamee's birthday celebration. i think this was june 14?? hahaha

VCS went to tayabas, quezon.

takbuhan. hahaha.

ISOS activities. Micro-Viro-Para Quiz Contest and Tagisan ng Talino.

Formula Bar. Hindi kami madami. Mukha lang. ;) Birthday celebration of rosel, eric and lan.

TJT Cocking Academy. its for our clinics 2 subject. try niyong mag-sabong. ;]

ISOS Tsikahan-Tsibugan-sa Tambayan. Kainan lang ulit. :)

This was during our wildlife medicine subject. Topic: Snakessssssss. ^^

Trip to Avilon for our Avian Medicine and Wildlife Medicine subject.

Days wherein we just want to take pictures.

**for more pictures... visit multiply

Thank you!

Wow. Nakakamangha naman to.

i know people. some of you already knew about it. but for me, oh yes...ITS MY FIRST TIME!!! hahahaha

my brother treat me again to another MCDO meal delivery. and this time, we did not call...we simply log on. hahahaha

ang astig astig! sa sobrang pagkamangha ko, ginuide pa ko ni kuya. hahahaha. he actually introduced me to http://www.8mcdo.com hehehe.

naawa pa saken si ma, sa sobrang pag-aaral DAW (which i pretend to do, para makalusot sa mga chores) eh, wala na daw akong kamalay-malay sa teknolohiya...or something.

actually, i hate talking on the phone...bukod sa nakakatamad iangat ung handle?? eh, ayokong nagsasalita sa telepono. i dont know. i just hate talking on the phone. ok, before...nagtetelebabad ako, it because di pa uso ang text.

in short, napadali ung pag-order namin. hahaha. un nga lang, ang tagal dumating. hehehehe. but i dont care, as long na dumating sila.

and now...im enjoying my cheeseburger meal, regular coke and large fries. sana ung kfc at jollibee at pancake house may ganito. hahahaha

ps: for metro manila lang pala to.

For Some...its baduy.

warning: this entry might be baduy for some...but for me... wala lang. I LOVE IT. hahaha

rosel, cindy, ava, mon, mark and me, watched A VERY SPECIAL LOVE today sa sm north. talagang today. after class, supposedly postponed pero, hindi, pinilit talaga namin.

umattend pa ko ng meeting kaya sumunod na lang ako dun. hahaha

infairness...maganda siya. at KINILIG TALAGA AKO!!! [with matching exclaimation pa yan.] napapamura ako sa kilig.. hahaha

siguro dahil nakarelate ako. hahaha. at ang mga tao sa sinehan, tilian ng tilian...kasama kami dun. hahaha. sa sobrang kilig, ewan ko. natatawa ako.

crush na crush ko na tuloy si sarah geronimo...pati si john lloyd. hahahaha.

basta, try niyong panoorin. hindi siya baduy or OA na love story.

niyayaya ko nga ung kapatid ko na panoorin namin. hehehe.

i love it talaga!

ok, high pa rin ako. ;) pag tinamaan ka nga naman.

Bored.

NEVER EXPECT.

dont cram.

relax.

acceptance is REALLY important.

stick with the BASICS!!!

and dont mind others.

hahaha.

anak ng...

Decisions. tsk tsk tsk

You just can't relax. Having to make certain decisions is tying you in knots. Your resistance is based on subconscious motives, so look for subliminal clues to the right answer.

Feelings

The Bottom Line
If an older relative needs some attention from you, you should give it to them.

In Detail
Good for you for always being there for your friends! But while you're so busy supporting them, who is supporting you? Today, start switching your focus back to your own problems. The one exception should be an older relative: If they need any attention from you, you should definitely give it to them. They miss the sound of your voice and your unique way of looking at things. Stop saving the world and start showing your loved ones that you value them in your life.

is there anything i need to say? yes, maybe. im not showy about my feelings to my family. its because, i find it cheesy and corny. hahaha. but i love them...i just do. =)

Napamuni-muni lang ako!

dahil malapit ng mag-midnight at june 15 na...wala lang. normal lang. hahaha.

hmmm...actually ang dami kong narealize na bago sa sarili ko. bukod dun sa tumaba talaga ako, na napagkamalan akong buntis, at pumuputok na ang mukha ko, e madami talagang bago.

noon wala pa to eh, pero ngayon...haaaaaaaay!!

una! masungit ako sa mga taong ayoko ko. hahaha. pag di kita feel. tatarayan kita. ewan ko. dati hindi naman ganun. basta ang moody ko.

pangalawa! hindi ako open sa nararamdaman ko...NOON. pero ngayon..tingnan mo naman ang blog ko. puro lovelife ata ang laman. i tend to hide what i really feel inside. ayokong ipaalam na isa akong HOPELESS ROMANTIC...pero ngayon parang proud pa kong iannounce na naghahanap talaga ako ng lalake. wawa! hehehe

pangatlo! this is not new really. hahahaha. pero wala lang. gusto ko siyang i-consider...hindi ko na tinitingnan ung crush ko sa school. hahahaha. hindi ko na siya binibigyang pansin. kasi naman...SIYA ba binibigyan niya ko ng pansin? HINDI naman eh. kaya baket ko siya papansinin or iisipin or kikiligin or whatever!? di ba? hahaha... tamang alam ko na nag-eexist siya. at bawas na rin ang kilig factor...take note. BAWAS. hahahaha

at sa tingin ko eto ang pinakamatindi na nagbago saken. PARA SAKEN! lang. i really wouldnt call it KIKAY. pero oo, may KIKAY KIT NA KO SA BAG KO. Cologne (j&j pa), powder, foundation (ung bago ng maybelline)hahaha, lip gloss 3 klase pa, may eyelash curler, tissue, toothbrush, toothpaste, mouthwash, ung clean and clear na pang dry ng pimple...at wala na. hahaha. BUT, i dont use them talaga na, as in EVERYDAY. except syempre sa toothbrush, toothpaste/mouthwash, at tissue. ung foundation nga nung march ko pa binili halos walang bawas. hahahaha. kaya its not really kikay. [haaaaaaay nako! ano bang blog to??]

sa ngayon...yan pa lang. pero siguro naman may magbabago din sa takdang panahon. hay!

goodnight!

Experiences=Learnings

this was my reaction paper for my NSTP 2 class. i just want share my uhm...learnings. doing charity works...is PRICELESS. SELF-FULFILLING. HAHAHAHA

ps: pagpasensyahan ang grammar. hahahaha. how informal of me to pass it to our professor.

Manila North Cemetery – May 26, 2008

The day before was our orientation, though I had an idea what we’ll going to do, I find it exciting and nerve-wracking .

Exciting because I want to do some charity works. Help the needy, teach kids. And when I knew that we’ll be doing tree planting, I got really excited.

First stop was the Manila North Cemetery, I was assigned to teach English together with April to a group of 12-13 yrs old. When I heard that we’ll be teaching 12-13 years old, I don’t know how I felt. Those age brackets are those who can show you a sign of disrespect, in tagalong mga batang kaya kang sagut-sagutin. I’ve experienced it once, kids at the age of 8 above, especially if they don’t like you. So I was scared, plus I’m not really good in English. It is one of my least favorite subjects.

That night, I didn’t do any lesson plan, come what may.

The day came and I still did not know what to teach. I just brought a dictionary, because maybe I can teach them spelling.

We arrived at the place. Mirachael Sanosa introduced them to us. We taught various kids. Nagkahalo-halo na sila. We had a 7yrs old, 13yrs old and even a 15 yr old who’s going to college this June. Naloka ako. How are we going teach these kids uniformly? Of course, some already new the four basic math, some don’t. What we did was to teach them one by one. First subject was Mathematics. I don’t like math. Mahina ako diyan. That why, I find it hard to teach them, but I tried. We gave those exercises, multiplication and division for the adults and addition and subtraction for the kids, for them to answer and for us to check. And if they find it hard to answer we taught them some techniques. Some we’re good, some we’re not so good. We played a game after, pahaba ng linya. They enjoyed playing. Came snacks and lunch. We went back around 1:30 and we played a game first, the boat is sinking. After playing we taught them spelling. The words I let them spell was:

1. Expulsion 9. Ambition

2. Flash 10. Family

3. Lime

4. Period

5. Quiet

6. Diamond

7. Caterpillar

8. Sacrifice

Out of, at least 15 students, only 2 got the perfect answers. To think, these are simple words. I don’t know if it was my problem that I mispronounced it or what. So I just taught them the correct spelling and gave its meaning. April taught them reading comprehension. And I did a special tutoring on one child. He doesn’t know the alphabet and he was I think 7 yrs old. I pity the child so taught him the alphabet and let him wrote it one by one. Though his distracted by the surroundings and he just wants to play, I told him that he need at least to learn a little. After teaching them, we gave them some goodies/rewards. And Ms. Sanosa evaluated out team. My bad, I didn’t teach them to spell Mississippi.

After the day, I was tired and hungry. But I learned something. I learned to be thankful for what I have. I pity those families who lived in a cemetery. No lights, no water, though there happy, but imagining my family lived there, I can’t. I’m really thankful to God, to my parents.

Feeding Program and East River Side – May 27, 2008

At around 8:30 am we went first to a school near the Cosmos. We heard mass, after the mass was our feeding program, wherein each kid was given a soup. They performed a dance number. I enjoyed watching the kids. They’re so carefree. We went back to school to have our lunch.

At 1:30 pm we went to the East River Side, to teach kids. Ranging from an infant to 13 yrs old. And this time, it’s a one on one situation. But I thought 3 kids. Nakakaloka. Two of them don’t know how to right. Three of them don’t know the alphabet. One of them can right the alphabet but doesn’t know what it is or how to pronounce it. I find it really hard to teach them one by one, plus it was hot in the venue. But I tried teaching them. I enjoyed teaching them. It’s like teaching in a pre-school.

I realized that again, I am lucky. I am lucky that I went to school, all private. I learned a lot of things. I am in college. And I am really thankful about it. I thank God before I go to sleep, thank Him for everything. Thank Him that my life was okay.

Tree Planting (Salikneta Farm) – May 28, 2008

By far, this was my favorite part. Nature tripping. I’ve always wanted to do a tree planting activity. But I lack time because of school. This would help reduce global warming and help preserve our tress, our forest for the future generations.

Orphanage – May 29, 2008

When we arrived at the place, I wasn’t expecting what I saw. I thought that we will see full of life kids. We even prepared some games, giveaways and others prepared a dance number. But instead we saw differently able kids in strollers and wheelchairs, little kids playing around, and babies. I was saddened with what I saw. I couldn’t believe that they’re parents abandoned them. All they need is a happy family, unfortunately they’ve abandoned them. So I tried my best to show them some love. I’ve met Bocari and Jonalyn. The others I don’t know their name. I walked Bocari around the park and I can see he was happy. I also fed him. We only stayed for awhile.

I’ve learned to give love to these kids. I can’t give those material things but showing some love is, I guess, enough for them to feel important and special.

To sum it up, I’ve learned a lot in these activities. I’ve realized I am lucky in many ways. I also realized that being a teacher is hard. It will take a lot of patience to teach children. It should be passion to teach children. And I wasn’t meant to be a teacher. I learned to share what I have and to give love. These activities opened my mind to what I can do and what I can share.

Why Don't I Have a Boyfriend? *eto na ang sagot dun*

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy

While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses... ... You don't give men enough of your time. As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

eto na talaga ung sagot dun. very true. hahahaha. gaya nga ng sinabi ng isang med student na napanood ko sa cable... ang mga med students DAW!! eh mahirap makahanap ng seryosong relasyon dahil, DAHIL busy sila mag-aral. and most of the time, lalo na kung intern ka, ubos ang oras mo sa work. wala ka ng time talaga sa partner mo. (english talaga yan, kaso...uhm...hahahaha). ngayon ewan ko lang kung totoo yan para sa iba. pero PARA SAKEN..totoo siya!! wala na nga akong oras para sa sarili ko.

i know, di naman ako human med, pero med pa rin un noh. vet med, sa animals nga lang. pareho lang un. mas mahirap pa nga kasi mula sa aso hanggang sa baka yung pinagaaralan namin. samahan mo pa ng ibon, isda, tiger, snakes, frogs...basta lahat ng hayop. tapos gusto ko pang mag human med after kong grumaduate. IF GOD PERMITS!!! hehehe. wala na talagang time for L-O-V-E.

kaya bilib ako sa mga taong napagsasabay ang pag-aaral at ang relationship. effort kung effort talaga un.

saludo ako sa inyo!!!

Its a LOOOOOOOONG journey.

Your Birthdate: October 24

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

wala lang. natawa ako. come to think of it. nakatatlo na ko pero hindi naman true love. so meaning, wala...mahaba ang lalakbayin ko. biruin mo APAT na true love! talaga lang?! hahahahaha. Tapos isang beses lang daw ako maha-heartbroken...TALAGA LANG HA?! eh parang more than 5times na eh. hahahahahaha.

but i agree dun sa unang sentence, love is a natural progression from friendship. FRIENDS FIRST. ganun talaga.
mas lalong agree ako sa second sentence...LOYAL, HONEST AT STEADY TALAGA AKO!!! steady lang. relax lang. kaya minsan akala hindi ako seryoso. hay! =( NOT A CHEATER OR EVEN MUCH OF A FLIRT. mahina ako pagdating sa flirting. hahahaha...lalake kasi ako. hahaha

and yes...im still friends with my ex. nakakatawa nga eh. kasi para lang kaming sira. ung isa pa, naging bestfriend ko. haaaaay! eh kasi we started out as friends, siguro naman ok lang maging friends kami in the end. as long as na maayos ang lahat.

nakakatawa talaga!!!

haaaaaay nako! ewan!

anyway, for fun lang. i just tried it. hahahaha

Soulja Boy...???

hindi ko alam bat ko to tinatype...pero natutuwa lang ako.

alam ko na ung step sa sayaw ni soulja boy (kung tama man ang spelling) SUPERMAN. whahahahahahahahahaha!!!

ilang palabas na ang napanood ko na sinasayaw to, and finally nakuha ko na din ung step. hahaha.

learning new steps?? hay naku!

exercise ko na din. kasi hindi na kasya ung uniform ko saken!!

malapit na ang pasukan. =)

Cook Won! =)

Yey! Wooooooooooooooow! ok OA sa 'O'. but yeah, wow talaga! over 97 million votes. pano pa kaya kung pwedeng bumoto buong mundo or my online voting sa net? hahaha=)

David VS. David

Talented vs. Famous daw. =)

waaah!!! wow. finals na! i like them both. been a fan since day 1. they're both good singers. its hard to tell who will win. but after watching the show, its as if David...Archuleta won. based on what the judges said. Simon said its a knock out. (referring archuleta knocked out cook on 3 rounds.)

i like david cook with the songs he choose...changing the melody, rock ballad. very original. while david archuleta, besides the fact that he's cute, his voice is love. soothing eh. hehehe. but sometimes, i find him playing safe. sticking with songs that he knew. but i like when he sang With You by Chris Brown.

im excited to know who wins tomorrow. my sister thinks it will be Archuleta. for me, i dont know. i want them to win...both of them.

besides, whoever wins. they're both famous.

number one na nga ung Always be my baby by David Cook sa radio.

waaaaaaaaah! =)

Global Warming Part 3

in my nstp class (yes nstp), our professor told us to make a reaction paper about the movie An Inconvenient Truth. akalain mo yun, sa nstp may reaction paper. so eto ang reaction ko:

The movie was perfect for students to watch, since Global Warming is a serious matter nowadays. We admire at how Mr. Al Gore gathered his data, shared us his thoughts, and called the attention, not just us but, of the world regarding global warming and its effects.

The movie opened our minds of what might happen if we keep on destroying earth. The effects are really scary and alarming. There are disasters happening recently, that is unusual. Heavy rains, floods, famine (rice shortage), temperature is rising up, and soon we’ll have energy and water shortage.

Since, everyone is aware of global warming, we always believe of the effects it may take. As students, we may start in our own homes. Recycle things that can be recycled. Use organic materials, though this is hard to do because most establishments still use plastic bags. Conserve energy. Turn off lights if not in use. If you’re not using electronics, remove the plugs from the socket. Not removing the plug even if it is off still emits CO2 and it still uses energy. We may reduce CO2 release at the same time we conserve energy. Turn off faucets when not in use. Do not burn plastics, dried leaves, wood, Styrofoam. Proper waste segregation is important. Separate the biodegradables from non-biodegradables, from recyclables, from hazardous waste. Stop smoke belching. Reduce cigarette smoking.

In the recent, 60 Earth Hour, the Philippines participated in the said event. It is where we turn off our lights for one hour. According to studies, this reduces a certain percentage of emitting carbon dioxide, which is helpful in reducing global warming slowly. This only shows that we are aware, we take this seriously, and we are willing to solve this crisis for the future generations. The 60 earth hour will be conducted yearly. Let’s participate and reduce global warming.

For us to save the earth, we should start from ourselves, from our homes, in our community. Little by little, we can help reduce global warming. We can help preserve the earth for future generations.

by group yan. pero ako ang gumawa kasi nagvolunteer ako. hehehehe. kaya opinions ko yan. =)

kaya..REDUCE GLOBAL WARMING! btw, nagka allergies ako dahil sa global warming. tsk tsk tsk

Lucky Me? Lucky You?

ang dakilang kasabihan ng mga taong single or hindi mapalad sa lovelife nila:

kapag hindi ka swerte sa pag-ibig, swerte ka sa career.

may dagdag pa si Roxanne Guinoo: kung may aalis, may papalit na mas maganda.

is this true? may be yes? may be no?

does having a someone special/lovelife makes you complete, lucky OR both?

ako, inaamin ko malas talaga ako sa buhay pag-ibig. what the heck? may problema ba ko? ang panget ko siguro...blah blah blah, the usual questions of teens and adults who are..uhm i dont know. BUT (talagang maliki ung but) 1. so far, i have good grades, infairness kahit may subjects ako na pang-first year wala pa naman akong binabagsak na major and minor na din. 2. i have a happy family. a loving family. though we're not complete; a disfunctional family as what they call it 3. i get what i want...so far. if i worked hard foe it. hahahaha. 4. wala na kong maisip eh. hahahaha. oh i have good friends. lalo na ung highschool friends. they're the best. kahit na wala masyadong communication.

another example:
i'll name her "superwoman". hehehe. she's unlucky with her lovelife. but when its over, hala ang career umaariba! unlike when they're together. ang yaman niya, infairness.

example sa swerte:
i dont know any. but im sure, there are many. kahit papano. may pinapalad naman.
isa pa, swerte ka kung pangit ka tapos may bf/gf ka na gwapo at maganda. very lucky you. hehehehe.

pero ang tanong talaga na gumugulo sa isipan ko:
para ba mafeel mo na kumpleto ka, eh kelangan mo ng karelasyon?

in the end, its up to you to fill that emptiness you feel. there are women/men happy being single all their life. there are couples not happy being together.

so just live life. there are other people who loves you, your family, friends and even pets. and if someone walks into your life and he/she fills that emptiness you feel...then lucky you. =)

as for me, WALA PA EH! hahahahaha. but im happy. my heart is happy. im ready to hug that "SINGLE-FOR-LIFE-NA-ATA-AKO" phrase. besides ang dami ko pang pangarap. i have to pass the board exam, travel the world, learn new languages, learn other cultures, buy my own condo-lupain-bahay-kotse, build may clinic and farm, be a breeder of dogs and help my mother and father...pero bago ko gawin un...TATAPUSIN KO MUNA ANG THESIS KO. =)

ps: HINDI AKO BITTER! OR EMO! please lang.

pss: ilang beses ko bang inedit to??? pang nth time na to. haaay nako! magulo talaga ako magtype sa blog.

Hey!

whew! ang tagal kong nawala ah. hahaha. i've been gone for a month and 2 weeks. hahahaha.

busy lang sa school. so i have no time to blog etc etc. madami bang nangyari? so far, wala naman. i've been working. yes! i called it working without pay. hahaha. actually duty siya..excited ako nung una pero nung nagtagal na, naiirita na ko. hindi sa ginagawa ko kundi sa taong nakakasama ko. hahaha.

may mga tao lang na sadyang (sori for the word) ma-epal. gusto nila sila lahat ang gumagawa..kaya sige go. kaya niyo yan! at may tao talagang ma-angas at mayabang. hahaha. pero anong magagawa ko, eh..boss ko siya. hahahaha. kaya sumunod ka na lang. pero one time di ko na talaga napigilan ang sarili ko at nasagot ko siya sabay walk out. pero buti na lang di niya naalala un. baka kasi balikan niya ko sa evaluation. whew! though binagsak niya ko sa evaluation, but hindi naman ako ung pinakamababa. badtrip lang ah! dahil, halatang nanghuhula siya. haaaaaaaaaay naku!! si Lord na ang bahala sa kanya.

malapit na ang pasukan. at kinakabahan ako. hindi ko alam kung magiging isa akong mabuting leader, kung ma-li-live ko ba ung expectations nila, kung kaya ko ba ang pressure!!! aaaaaaaaaah...ang hirap maging presidente. baket ko ba kasi tinanggap to??? baket!!!!!

to thesis or not to thesis? hanggang nagyon nalilito ako kung mag-eenrol ako ng thesis oral defense. hindi pa kasi ako graduating..pero kasi i have my own reasons. so ewan ko...nalilito pa rin ako.

plus...i would like to say, i'm a proud lola/mother/owner to 5 cute kittens!!! yes its five. hahahaha.

and i'm happy being single!! ang mga lalake nga naman...sakit lang ng ulo. so far, wala na talaga. single for life na ata ako. hahahaha. wala na. wala na talaga. ayoko na. hehehehe. ang saklap talaga nun.

studies na lang talaga. di na pwedeng pagsabayin. tsk tsk tsk. may nstp 1 and 2 pa ko for 2 weeks. =(

di ko man lang na-enjoy summer ko!!!

Earth Hour

yes. we participated!! whoo!! sa street namin, kami lang ata ung walang ilaw. lumabas ako, lahat sila may ilaw. hehehe. pero at least we've made a difference.

reduce global warming! sayang nga lang hindi ako nakapag sign up. at ang konti lang ng countries na nagparticipate. mga walo lang ata.

for more info: log on to http://earthhour.org/

and make a difference. =)

letting it out.

maybe its time for me to just say it. bahala na kung anong mangyari. sabi nga ng iba, sabihin mo...pag nireject ka, e di..kalimutan mo na. ok so here it goes...

i like him. really like. at minsan, mararamdaman mo na lang na...parang siya na. siya na ung meant for you. its weird though. naging crush ko na siya, tapos nawala kasi hindi ko na siya nakikita, and we're both busy na kahit sa text hindi na kami nagkakausap. graduate na kasi eh. pero for the second time, cupid hit me again. (wish ko lang cupid, pati siya panain mo para saken!) at gaya nga ng forwarded quote niya: a successful relationship requires falling in love many times...only with the same person.


un un eh. kinilig kaya ako nung natanggap ko yan. hehehe!!! =)

i've known him since, uh 2006. nung una, parang ayoko sa kanya. kasi mukhang mayabang. tapos, pinahihirapan pa ko. natutuwa siya pag pinahihirapan niya ko. pero, hindi naman ako nahihirapan kasi lalake ata ako. hahahaha. pero nung nagtagal na, ahihihi (kinikilig ako!) naging close na kami. syempre nagstart sa text (lagi naman eh. forward lang ng forward ng mga quotes, jokes etc. dahil yan sa Globe Unlitxt. iba talaga pag unlimited, kelangang sulitin.)

weird nga kami eh, kasi sa text parang ang dami naming pinaguusapan, pero pag magkasama na kami (with friends, of course) eh, parang ang konti lang ng words. wala masyadong pinaguusapan. maybe because, nandun ung friends. kaya wala kaming moment na kaming dalawa lang. hahahaha.

and as time flies...aun ganun pa rin. nagstart lang sa jokes. the corniest jokes. believe it or not, nagpapalitan kami sa text ng jokes. para sa iba, parang its a waste of time. kasi ang corny naman ng joke. pero magkatext kami buong araw hanggang gabi, at puro jokes lang un. parang banatan ng joke. pa cornihan. and to think na christmas pa nun.

at kinikilig ako tuwing magkatext kami. kahit na puro asaran, kagaguhan, kalokohan, kabastusan ang pinaguusapan namin, kinikilig pa rin ako. take note...wala romance dun. ung time lang na ginugugol niya para makipagtext or magtext eh...kinikilig na ko. whahahaha. naiisip ko nga lang siya kinikilig na ko.

and lately, bago matapos ang school year...araw araw ko ata siyang katext. and ganun pa rin kami, barahan, gaguhan, bastusan, bolahan etc. at nung Holy Week lang, magkatext din kami. medio may konting kagaguhan at bastusan, pero in fairness, medio mature na. hahahahaha. mala 'question and answer portion' na ang texts. a learning experience nga. nakakatuwa, at nag joke pa siya. sobrang corny, pero bumenta sakin. natawa talaga ako at kinikilig talaga ako. hehehe!

plus, nung nag out-of-town trip kami. kinikilig din ako. siguro akin na lang ung details. hahahahaha. (note: walang romance na nangyari!! wholesome tayo. na-touch lang talaga ako sa deed na ginawa niya at sa text niya.)

masyado kaming, or rather ako na lang, discreet pag kasama namin ung friends namin. wala namang nakakaalam na lagi kong katext un or nakakatext un.

pero lately, i dont know. i get jelous! oo, selosa ako. inaamin ko na ngayon. thank you sa friendster...dahil it made it possible for me to view ko kung ano man un.
sabi niya, wala daw un. friends lang. at hindi daw siya ganun. with matching 'hindeee!' kinukulit lang daw siya blah blah blah. and i would just reply, 'sabi mo eh.' nakakainis daw ako.

medyo nakonsensya ako. kasi naman, una hindi naman niya ko gf! tanga di ba? pinukpok ko nga ung ulo ko eh. pangalawa, hindi din naman niya ko nililigawan. and third, hindi ko siya pag-aari. right? so baket ako magseselos? pero, yes hanggang ngayon, i am jelous. kasi naman ung girl pala ung gumawa ng friendster niya, tapos inadd ko siya mga 2nd week ng march, and until now hindi pa niya inaaccept ung request ko! ang nakalagay sa profile niya is, last login: 1 week. siguro ung girl ang nagbukas. kaya aun.

but i said sorry. inasar pa niya ko after i said it. he said, ganun talaga pag cute. kapal!

but, yes! i like him. he always give me this kilig kahit na wala namang romantic atmosphere sa paligid. and if i were given a chance, if ever lang naman, between him and my uber crush, siya ang pipiliin ko. walang dalawang isip.

pero, as of now, ok na ko sa ganito. hindi ko man alam ang nararamdaman niya, pero anong magagawa ko. eh ayaw sabihin. at i think, alam niyang crush ko siya. nung nag out-of-town kami, ung isa naming kaibigan, pinaggigiitan na crush ko siya. kahit i-deny ko...wala lang. tahimik lang siya, ngingiti-ngiti.

and yes, i crush you. oo, ikaw. (as if mababasa niya to.)

sa ngayon, wala na naman kaming communication kasi...he's working. =)

ps. hindi ako inlove. ayoko ng puso.hearts. hehe. =)

this is

i was googling on yahoo and i read this:
Kitten survives trip in shipping crate

AP Photo: Ayse Casson holds a malnourished kitten at the Animal Protective League shelter in Cleveland Friday,...

Sat Mar 8, 1:22 AM ET
CLEVELAND - A scrawny, black and white female kitten has apparently survived a trip across the Pacific Ocean and North America inside a shipping crate. Cleveland Animal Protective League Executive Director Sharon Harvey says a Cleveland company that received the crate of spooled steel coil Friday found the kitten inside one the spools.

Harvey says the mother cat and other kittens found in the crate were dead. The crate came to Samsel Supply Co. from Singapore. It was sealed Feb. 4 and shipped three days later.
The approximately 12-week-old kitten has been checked by a veterinarian and has responded well to being fed.
It will be kept in quarantine for about three weeks to make sure it doesn't pass any infectious disease to other animals.

grabe. nakakaawa ung cat. can you just imagine. tapos nakakaiyak kasi namatay ung mother and other kittens. :(

im almost there

the last 2 days...i must say, im on a high!! hahahaha. tuuuuueeeeesday is a day of 9 for me. i got a score of 93 and 91% sa equine med and surgery lec respectively. ang saya saya.

and yessssssssterdey, pasado ako sa surgery lab. whew!! all my groupmates thought na ang grade namin eh nasa 68 or 69%, pero hinde...mas mataas pa sa ineexpect namin. hehehehe. at nagkainan kami. ang sarap at bongga ng food.

ilang subjects na lang, at bakasyon na!! yipee!!! i hope this sem turns out good, just like the start. :)

well done group 7. hahahaha. best group din tayo...sa panaginip. Rain salamat. mahal ka namin! at kung nasan ka man, masaya ka naman eh, mas masarap dyan noh?!