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Brave Heart.

One of the few things i learned while growing up, meaning mula bata hanggang ngayong 23 na ko, is to be BRAVE. such a big word, easy to spell but hard to do.

i am such a cry baby. i easily cry, even if i try my hard to stop the tears from falling, it just falls. kahit si Kris Aquino ang umiyak sa tv, dahil naiiyak siya sa relasyon nila ni James Yap, naiiyak na din ako at sa mga telenobela, basta nakakiyak ung scene, maiiyak din ako.

Nasan ang brave dun? Wait lang. Nag-iisip pa ko...ang hirap eh.

Crying is like a sign of weakness, sadness, broken, fragile, afraid, etcetera. And when you cry, one might say "napakaiyakin naman nito", or "kawawa naman siya", or "wala pala to, mahina to..." but crying is also an outlet, where you can burst your emotions, say or act how you feel. its not easy crying, especially if people sees you as a strong, undefeatable person.

When you're afraid, you cry. And when you cry, you're maybe not that brave. As much as I try to be brave, i end up crying in the end. Afraid of what might happen in the future or whatever. I try to be Brave by, facing consequences, problems, reality and then after encountering all of them, I cry. Cry to death.

Parang nung bata ako, everytime my mom would scold me and hit me with a slipper or belt, I cry until i cannot breath. But then my mom, would be nice to me again, buying me this and that [na konsensya ung nanay ko...]. After crying, I learned a lesson...not to do things that would make my mom mad.

And after crying, you become BRAVE. so, I conclude thet crying, means you're also brave. :]

Alone

Yesterday, was my time alone. Because I went out alone. hahaha.

I went to starbucks...alone for the first time. and i freakinly spent 300 pesos for a chocolate chip frap and a piece of oreo cheesecake.

And i just went there because i was waiting for the photos from the camera to be developed.

i was in sm north at 10:15 am and pictures will be done DAW at 12:30. so, i decided to stay at starbucks. plus, i did the editing of the reviewer.

i usually go to there if im with my mom, my sister or my brother, because they pay for my orders. hahaha.

then the barista, spelled and mispronounce my name. Zincy. Zyndi dapat. hahaha. biruin mo yun 300 pesos, isang inumin at cake lang ang nabili ko. hay! anyway, bihira lang to...

The Bracelet

Yesterday din. My sister, macy, went home early. wala daw silang klase. kaya nag eastwood sila nung mga kaibigan niya. and she bought me and mom a bracelet.

aba, madaming pera ang gaga. hahaha. of course, mom's bracelet is more beautiful than mine.

but, i liked it.

Thank you!!!

The Pasta

My sister cooked pasta last monday, if i remember it right?

having a sister studying at a culinary school, is ________. wala akong maisip.

she said, its an experiment. she made the sauce herself. mas masarap daw kasi kung galing sa kamatis talaga, instead of buying commercial tomato/spaghetti sauce.

My verdict: Masarap. Kulang lang sa lasa. Medio matabang eh.

The Mask

My sister, again, owns the mask. My mom went to South Africa, last july. And my sister ask for a pasalubong. At eto nga yun, maskara. instead of asking for shirts or bags or accessories, she asked for a mask.

But its cool.

So i pictured myself, wearing it.

Weird nga eh. Buti wala namang sumpa. hahahahaha

The Choice

Yesterday, i also went to National Bookstore. I want to buy a book, but i dont know what book to buy. Until i stumbled across Nicholas Sparks The Choice. But then, i remembered Brida by Paulo Coelho. So i looked for Brida, and i didnt saw Brida, so i settled for The Choice.

Since the book was covered with plastic, i have no idea of what the content. except for the very short summary at the back of the book.

When i read it last night, i realized, it resembled my lfe..somehow. Well actually, just the setting and the characters personality. vet yung lalaki, tapos nasa field din ng medicine yung babae; hate nung girl yung guy nung una, pero attracted na sila sa isa't isa..kaso may bf yung babae...hanggang dun pa lang yung nababasa ko. hahahaha

Maybe, if i finished reading the book, i'll blog it.

Goodnight!!!