Happy holidays everyone!!!:)

busog na busog na ko. im floating. im fat!! dem it.

anyway!! always be happy. and have a prosperous new year.

sana ako din prosperous ang new year. :)

5 days to go...

pasko na!!!

last tuesday ko lang narealize na next week eh, pasko na. gawd!! ganun na ba ko katanda at makakalimutin na? or sobrang busy lang ako sa ibang bagay kaya lumilipad ang utak ko? o baka naman hindi na ko excited sa pasko??

ewan. pero ang importante, naisip ko un. wala pa ngang decorations ang bahay namin. kaya eto, ngayon pa lang namin gagawin ng kapatid ko...pero tinatamad kami pareho. bahala na! hehehe:)

bakasyon nanamin sa school..buti na lang. pero nabadtrip ako. super dooper badtrip ako kahapon. at ayoko ng pagusapan. nangyari na eh. hindi na mababalik un. :(

ang labo mo naman pare!

hindi na talaga ako magpapakopya. magalit na ang lahat. sabihin na nila ang dapat nilang sabihin, hindi na talaga... ayoko na.

nahuli ata kami nung prof namin kanina. :( hindi naman ako nangopya, as much as possible iniiwasan ko yun. pero pinakopya ko ang isa ko kaklase. at nahuli kami kasi tumingin samin eh. tapos nung pinasa ko yung paper ko, minarkahan niya ung paper ko ng dot. huhuhu.

nangyari na yan before. nahuli kami. ang sabi saken nung prof, "wag kang masaydong mabait... sa huli ikaw ang mapapahamak." though pumasa ako sa subject niya, still may point siya.

baket ba ko nagpapakopya?
- dahil sa pakikisama. minsan, pag hindi mo pinakopya, magagalit or maasar pa sila sayo. nangyari na to eh. hindi ko siya pinakopya, after nung exam..hindi ako kinakausap. halatang badtrip siya..sa mga actions, facial expressions, mga binibitawan niyang salita.

ang saken lang naman, ako nagaral ako. nagpuyat pa ko. kinulong ko ang sarili ko sa kwarto ng weekends plus kinancel ko pa ang mga dates ko para lang mag-aral, tapos ikaw...kokopyahan mo lang ako. hehehe. ang masama pa mas mataas ang score mo saken.

i have my point, di ba?

kaya...hindi na talaga ako magpapakopya. EVER!

sorry! malas din kahapon. ayoko ng ikwento at baka mabadtrip na ko.

:

correction

hindi pala sa CLSU gaganapin ung National Round Up. sa UPLB pala.

patay!! kakatayin na kami. kinakabahan ako.

wish us luck! :)

prelims na!!!

yay! exams week na starting monday. at hindi pa ko nagaaral. katangahan ko pa, pinabook bind ko na ung ever-kapal-kong notes, at nandun ung isang part ng rereviewhin ko sa exam. nakakainis! pano na ko mag-aaral. im cramming again!!

on the super duper brighter side... tapos na ang first part ng surgery. yahoo!!! sa wakas makakatulog na ko ng mahimbing. last friday, kahapon, i slept at 8:00 pm. super aga compare sa 12am sleep ko talaga at hindi ko pa napanood ung ending ng pangarap na bituin. tumba talaga. hindi nga ako naghilamos eh (sorry guys, i know..very unhygienic!) hehehe. sabi ko gigising ako ng mga 10 para magreview, pero wala. tumba talaga. halatang pagod, syempre surgery kahapon eh. akala ng mom ko, nag-aaral ako..un pala tulog! hahaha. so i woke up, 9am already. :)

and so, malapit na ang xmas. malamig na ang hangin, sarrrrap matulog! at wala na kong pera. huhuhu. ang hirap. sana kasing yaman ako ni zobel or ni sy or ni gokongwei. chinese din naman ako, bakit hindi ako mayaman. hahahaha. joke lang, 1/4 lang ako eh. kaya hindi ako mayaman. hahahaha. ;p

sige na nga, mag-aaral na ko. kinakabahan ako eh. :)

this is it...

been very busy with school that i couldnt find time for myself. and it just sink in to me, that this was one of the most i-dont-know-what-should-i-feel.



last nov 23 was, as always, the hectic day for all of us. surgery at 8-11 then 30 mins break then ruminant med and avian and exotic pet care. my brain is really, tired during wednesdays and fridays.



during that day, the RCP, and organization in school, held its annual local round up quiz contest that will represent the school to the national round up to be held next year in CLSU.



and because our prof announced that he will give a +10 to whoever joined, i joined together with cindy and rosel. actually, hindi talaga dapat kami ang magkakasama...pero dahil lutang na nga ang utak ko, hinila ko cindy sa team namin. hehehehe

it was a tough competetion. ang galing nung isang team. kala namin sila na ang champion. but wrong! ang champion...sino pa eh di kami. hehehehe.


sa feb ba ung national round up, pero ewan. dapat nag-re-review na kami..pero as usual, tinatamad ako.

wish us luck. itatayo namin ang bandera ng DLSAU at syempre ang ISOS. by the way, two teams are a member of ISOS. :)

me, cindy and rosel. (ISOS 1)

2nd runner up (anthony, eileen mae and sarah) ISOS yan. :)

1st runner up (ang galing nila. promise!)

the champs!!! hehehe. :)

wish us luck! sana hindi kulelat. last year kasi champion kami. hehehe.

its nueva ecija-pangasinan-baguio-nueva ecija-manila!!!

i know this is late but what the hell..sorry for the foul word. hehehe :)

last oct 22 we went to nueva ecija, at anne's place. ang astig pare..ang daming tilapia. then on 23 we went to baguio pero dumaan muna kami sa our lady of Manaoag...and then baguio!

the pictures will say it all...

snack time. sa lugar ni anne.

where we slept

kainan na. ang sarrrrrrrrap ng pagkain. grrrrrrrrrabe. :)

Our Lady of Manaoag, Pangasinan

welcome to baguio!

the mansion. Good Sheperd.

ISOS DLSAU-BSU. :)

Last day. seminar about aquaculture (all about tilapia). :)

its disappointing

nainis talaga ako kay Gloria nung pinayagan niya si Erap sa pardon.



pano na lang yung mga lumaban, itinaya ang dignidad para ilabas ang katotohanan? ung EDSA 2?



and what did she get? wala. opposition pa rin si Erap.



Sen. Jinggoy, still, didnt recognized her as President of the Philippines.



feeling ko tuloy, lalong lalala ang Pinas.

she's very disappointing. :(

Go shawty(?) its yer bertdey...

hahaha. happy 22nd birthday to meeeeeee!!!

celebration is just simple. had dinner with my family. plus i just came home from my nueva ecija-pangasinan-baguio-nueva ecija trip with friends...so my friends just greeted me.

thank you to all who greeted me. i really appreciated it and im happy.

1. the mat. hahaha. pati placemat pinicturan. we ate at cibo in greenhills. wow!! sosyal!! 2. chip n'dip 3. spinach dip..your kids will like it. 4. what i ate. filetto di pesce. pomodoro. funghi trifolati. (isda lang yan na nilagyan ng spaghetti sauce sa ibabaw at mushroom.) hahaha. pero ang sarap!

mom, macy, me, ate fei and kuya. :)

after cibo...starbucks!! feeling mayaman talaga. hahahaha.

Guilty Pleasurrrrrrre!!!

Chocolatessss!!! ack!! hahaha. bakasyon nga naman. wala kang magawa kung hindi kumain, matulog, manood ng tv, mag-internet...tapos uulitin mo lang.

sabi ko pa naman na magrereview na ko, pero ano?? lazinessss striked me again. tapos eto pa nag-uwi ang nanay ko ng isang bag ng chocolates. u can see na its 5 pieces but actually, each has 3 packs. ang laki pa nila. 20 squares ata per pack. nagets niyo ba?? so that makes them 15 all in all!!!hahaha.

i started eating galak (the yellow one) a few moments ago. hahaha. ang sarap!!! grabe!

mukhang tataba ako ngayon ah. hehehe... besides chocolates make every girl happy...i suppose. hahaha

anyway, right now, im so addicted to a book titled the witch of Portobello. i swear this book is good! i think im addicted to it. hahaha. ang sarap basahin, malalim pero maiintindihan mo naman. actually, my sister owns it. last yr pa ata, but i dont have the time to read it since its skewl days, at ngayon na bakasyon na...wala akong mabasa. so i decided to read it. and i got glued to it.

read guys! :)

Cleaning Day

ayayay! naglinis ako. after 5 months. hahaha. as you can see, sem break na!!! yahoo!!! umalis ang mommy namin last monday. alam niyang exams week namin ng little sister ko. kaya binilin niya na sa friday, 'MAGLINIS KAYO!' wala din kasing pasok ngayong friday. hahaha. so naglinis ako, ng kwarto namin. macy cleaned downstairs. so eto, time to spot the difference...






i know people. madami pa ding laman pero at least maayos na. compare sa dati. hahaha. nakakapagod ah. nag mopped pa ko ng floor. i cleaned the refrigerator. and i haven't taken a bath now. I know, sorry.



beat that pare! hehehe. ang dami. wala pa sa kalahati yang notes na yan. this sem lang yan. nandito sa baba yung ibang photocopied lecture notes. pinaghahandaan ko na rin kasi ang board exam. :(


sa wakas tapos na ang first sem. sana lang talaga, wala akong ibagsak. Please God.

Bubbles

id like you to meet bubbles!!!

my first patient. hahaha. i performed tail docking on her. sa surgery class namin.

i soooo...love her. spoiled nga yang aso na yan. nasa bahay siya ngayon kasi ako yung surgeon niya, kaya ako ang nag-aalaga sa kanya.

ang cute cute niya. sana sa akin na lang siya. i'll return her tomorrow sa real master niya. :( sana lang, kung paano ko inalagaan si bubbles, ganun di ang pag-alaga nila. hehehe. :)

i'll miss her.

OnE twO SiX

grabe hindi ko kinakaya tong semester na to. nakakapagod. not to mention na magastos.

nakakapagod ang surgery. we had 3 operations. at this friday ang fourth and last operation. ung first 3 minor operations lang. ovariosterectomy, castration and dewclawing, and tail docking. positions were done routinely. sa first operation nurse ako, 2nd assisstant surgeon, 3rd surgeon at 4th anesthesiologist.

siguro dun sa first operation, mahirap maging anesthesiologist. baket? una, hindi siya sterile. so it means na lahat ng hindi sterile siya ang kukuha at hahawak. in short, habang may operasyon, siya ang taga-kuha nito nito nito. hahaha. and i tell you, hayop ang inooperahan namin. so just imagine kung san-san lang namin nakukuha ang mga aso't pusa. though they're in good hands naman. :D pangalawa, every 15 mins kinukuhanan ng pulse, respiratory, heart rate at rectal temperature ung animal. unlike in humans, may mga machine na taga-monitor ng mga yan.

pinakamadali...uhm to sum it up. nurse. baket? kasi erm, sa amin, taga-abot lang siya ng instruments, taga-linis ng sugat at taga-ligpit ng gamit. hehehehe.

sa surgeon at asst surgeon..mahirap. ang hirap mag-isip while making an incision and excision. dun sa castration and dewclawing, asst surgeon ako, napagod ako kakatahi. 3 areas ng skin ang tinahi ko. sa may testicles at 2 sa forearm. ang hirap kasi, ang kunat nung skin nung dog. pagtanggal ko ng OR gown ko, basang-basa na yung scrub ko...sa pawis. :)

sa taildocking, surgeon na ko, madugo. literal na madugo. sumirit pa yung dugo. though ginupit ko lang yung tail sa may joint area. madugo talaga. at ngayon...ako ang nag-aalaga sa naging "patient" ko. ok na yung tail. tinanggal niya yung gauze. pero she's ok. at spoiled na siya sa akin. napamahal na nga eh. ayoko na ngang ibalik sa may-ari. hehehe:D

sa last operation, nakakapagod na ang trabaho ko. naiisip ko lang napapagod na ko. haaaaay! enterotomy. exciting yung operation namin this friday. major operation namin yun this sem. too bad, hindi ako pwedeng makialam...kasi unsterile nga ako. hanggang tingin na lang ako. :( sana makapag IV ako sa pusa. yes, pusa ang patient namin ngayon. ang hirap mag IV sa kanila. haaay.

bukas isusurrender namin yung instruments for autoclaving. at manghihingi ako ng tranquilizer kay doc. kapagod. pero last na to. at...SEM BREAK NA!!!

i hope wala akong ibagsak. as you know, i cried last month. iyak talaga. nilalakasan ko pa ang loob ko, pero nauntog ako, ayun naiyak ako. bukod sa masakit yung pagkakauntog ko, yun ang nagtrigger sa pag-iyak ko ng todo. as in bonggang bonggang pag-iyak. i cried because of school. nakakaiyak talaga. hindi ko kasi matanggap. i failed two exams. highest ako nung first exam tapos nung second exam, bagsak. as in bagsak. napaiyak tuloy ako.

im scared. natatakot ako na baka hindi ako pumasa sa board exam. natatakot ako na baka wala akong future at forever akong aasa sa yaman ng nanay ko. hahaha. (may ganung factor talaga.)
hindi kasi ako consistent student. mataas tapos bababa. i hate myself.

at narealize ko, ang hirap pala ng walang masabihan ng nararamdaman mo. ang bigat bigat. grabe. kaya a big thank you kay xuxa. she texted me nung araw na yun. though hindi ko sinabi pero still she made me smile by merely texting. hahahaha. Drama!

kagabi i cried naman kasi...dahil sa aso. feeling ko kasi hindi gumagaling tinahing part. natatakot ako na baka, may mangyaring masama. afraid of failing as a veterinarian in the future. huhuhu. pero nung tinanong ko si maldz, sabi niya wag mo ng lagyan ng gasa, tapos lagi mo lang linisin at buhusan ng hydrogen peroxide. mas madaling matuyo ang sugat nun. kahit matanggal yung tahi, magsasara na ng kusa yung sugat nun. bilhin mo yung blue, matapang pero mas madaling gagaling yung sugat.
wow. kaya thank you!!! umuwi talaga ako agad para gawin yun. at pag-uwi ko, nakawala si bubbles, yun ang name nung dog, sa cage at wala na yung gauze sa buntot niya. at nilisin ko agad yung sugat niya. though hindi na ko bumili ng blue dalhin may red naman kami. whew!


just want to share... nagkaroon ako ng 140 pesos. yahooOoo!! sa ethnovet class namin, gumagawa kami ng dog soap ang shampoo. at last week binenta namin yun. konti lang kami sa class, at pinaghatihatian namin yung 3500+ na kinita namin. wow!!! kaya kakain ako ng madami!!! hahaha.


isa pa. last monday i saw my crush in a scrub. ang cute niya talaga. as in. at hindi lang yun, yung scrub na pinagiipunan ko para bilhin, yun ang scrub niya. i mean, yung color na gusto ko, yun yung scrub an suot niya. whahahaha. though mas gusto ko yung plain scrub kaysa may prints. pero, its apple green. ang ganda talaga. mahal lang kasi kaya hindi ko pa nabibili. yung kanya kasi, yung top may prints, pero yung pants apple green. ang cute talaga. na-inlove tuloy ako. nung araw lang na yun. hahahaha:)


ah, last na kwento na. every friday, sumasabay kami kay ram pa-uwi. since isa lang yung mga way namin. astig talaga. at dahil dun, lagi kaming kumakain dito sa may village. yung kainan dito along maginhawa. astig talaga!! kaya.. a super duper big thank you sa paghatid sa amin. hehehehe. :)

ciao to all! -.<

Ouch.

bakit ako nasasaktan?

akala ko wala na yung feeling na to...

akala ko nakalimutan ko na yung nararamdaman ko...

baket pa rin ako nasasaktan....?

T.T

When Straight becomes Bent

girls, ladies, women alert!!! napapansin niyo ba? malapit ng magkaroon ng "mens scarcity" (tama ba grammar? oh well.)

actually matagal ko ng narealize to. ang sakit sakit kaya. una, meron akong super dooper crush sa uste nun. as in bonggang bonggang crush ko siya. kaya lang...silahis. though hindi naman siya yung gay na nagsusuot ng baby tee or nagpapowder..pero yung kilos niya..its so gay! hahaha. pero despite sa actions niya, crush ko pa rin siya.kahit na ilang beses ng sinabi ng mga kaibigan ko ng bading siya..love ko pa rin siya. hahahaha. pero syempre, wala na yun. wala na ko sa uste eh. hahahaha.

pano ko naman hindi magiging crush yun...nakakasabay ko siya sa bus pauwing laguna (bihira lang makakita ng ganun). chinito. same college kami. same department pa. naging classmate ko siya sa dalawang subjects noon. matangkad. maputi. matalino. kaso mataray. at asar siya sa amin.

pagnagcocomute ako, may sasakay na pogi. pero pag nagsalita na...ayun confirmed...lalake din ang gusto. asar di ba?

a friend sent me a text message and it says: 'bagong kasabihan: aanhin mo pa ang gwapo kung mas malandi naman sayo.' ang ganda ng text.

i mean, kelan pa kaya nila narealize na lalake din ang gusto nila? ako, tuwing magkakagusto ako...sablay lagi.

another incident...may friend ako, secretly crush ko siya, though alam ko na na gay talaga siya. ok bisexual pala siya. tapos sinabi niya na naging crush din pala niya ko. ok na sana eh...kaso ayun, may boyfriend na. oo, nahurt ako...kasi akala ko may future kami. hahahaha. pero dehins naman niya alam na gusto ko din siya. nung sinabi niya na crush niya ko, quiet lang ako. hahahaha (note: katext ko yung tinutukoy ko. hahahaha)

i know, ang saklap ng lovelife ko. grabe talaga.

hindi ko alam kung ako lang ang nakapapansin, pero dumadami talaga sila. at take note, kung sino pa ang gwapo siya pa ang nagiging uhmm..un na un. hahahaha.

pano na lang kung yung nakatadhana sayo eh lalake din ang hinanap. ouch man! ouch.

ang saklap ng lovelife. hahahaha. but of course, meron pa din namang mga straight guys, kaso...taken naman. hahahaha. or kung merong single, dehins mo naman type. hahahaha.

ang saklap talaga.

hehehe. XD

My Lucky day.

feeling ko ang swerte-swerte ko ngayon. una, nagkaroon ako ng load from globe for free. at hindi lang siya basta load...135 pesos of load! wow! hahaha. pangalawang beses na yan. before 25 pesos lang. so im lucky!

pangalawa, nasuspend ang class! whew! pasahan din kasi ngayon ng thesis proposal. tapos na ko kaso nagkaroon ng minor errors...at if ever na may pasok, aayusin ko pa yun. pero dahil maulan, half-day lang kami. Yahoo!!! hahaha.

at dahil walang pasok, umuwi ako agad kasi gusto kong matulog. ang sakit ng ulo ko. inuubo pa ko for five days na! grabe! kulang na lang tuwing uubo ako, sumabok na ang baga ko. hay!

so there...i find myself lucky now.:)

Naisip Ko Lang Habang Naglalakad.

i am such a loser. or lousy na lang kaya. parang kuwawa kasi yung loser.

i am 21 yrs old and soon, 22 na. pero may nagbago ba sa akin? physically? parang wala eh. pag tinitingnan ko yung mga pics ko nung highschool, elementary at college...parang walang nagbago. ganun pa rin. humaba lang ang buhok. hahaha. may pimple, at siguro mas nagka-wrinkles pero ganun pa rin.

im 21 but i dont know how to fix myself. i dont wear make-up nor just put some powder to hide some flaws. my face is naked most of the time. absorbing all the dirt and pollution.

one time, nung wala pa kaming klase, nag-cr ako at nanghiram ng tweezer kasi nagiging bushy na ang kilay ko. tapos ang ginawa ng kaibigan ko saken, eh minake-up-an ako. kasi frustration daw ang maging make-up artist o ang makapag make-up ng maganda. it turned out nice, and ive felt beautiful. hahaha. nung oras lang ng yun. plano ko pa namang mag pa-cute sa crush ko kaso, wala pala silang klase nun. hahaha.

my youger sister is more, should i say "kikay" than me. she is 5 yrs younger than me, but she wears make-up whenever we're going out. and her clothes, aaaaaah..its so flirty. hahaha. she wears tank tops, tubes, skirts, shorts at kung ano man ang uso ngayon. samantalang ako, poor me, im always in jeans-t-shirt-slippers/sneakers whenever i go out. soooo out-dated! hahaha

i dont wear make-up for the reason na, nangangati ako minsan and sometimes, after i put make-up kinabukasan expected mo ng may malaking zit sa mukha ko. tsk tsk tsk. but is make up really necessary? maybe yes, maybe no. pero siguro naman, may makaka-appreciate ng mukha ko kahit na mukhang ewan. hahaha:)

naisip ko din habang naglalakad...na siguro nga may mga taong ginawa para guluhin ang buhay mo. to just annoy you. yung mga taong nagfi-feel-ingan magaling, wala pa namang napapatunayan. its so annoying! haaaay! napapa buntung hininga na lang ako. ayoko ng pag-usapan dahil tumataas lang ang blood pressure ko.

naisip ko din ang love. aaaaah ang lab nga naman, pag tinamaan ka..nakakabaliw. he's so near yet so far!! there's a wall between us. sobrang nandyan na, pero parang wala lang pag nagkikita kayo. his sending me the wrong signals at nakakainis. gusto ko ang isang tao pero subconsciously, alam ko, im not his type. and he thinks im a boyish...and argh ewan. basta yun na. he's so near yet so far talaga. hahaha!!! :D pero soon he's so far...far na talaga. hahaha. he's so passive na ang hirap mabasa ng naiisip at nararamdaman niya. ang galing niya magtago ng nararamdaman. kulang na lang, ako na manligaw...pero dehins ko gagawin un. hahaha!! manigas siya. hahaha.

naisip ko din ang studies ko... ok naman siya. hahaha.

at ngayon, naiisip ko ng mag-aral dahil may exam ako sa canine at feline med and surgery sa wednesday! good luck sa akin!!

ciao! :)

Weirdness^^

In the 8 facts about you, you share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you.Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
– Each blogger must post these rules first.
– Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
– Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things and post these rules.
– At the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
– Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.
______________________________________________
--- weird item #1 ----
I am fond of earthworms. Alam ko, para sa iba kadiri yun. Hindi ko naman sila hinahawakan, tinitingnan ko lang sila habang nag-ko-crawl sa lupa. It all started nung meron kaming paso ng mga pinabubulukan, for fertilizer sa halaman ng nanay ko. Ang daming earthworms and it amazes me. Hehehe.:)

--- weird item #2 ----
hindi ako natutulog ng walang kumot. Kahit summer at kahit pawis na ko, basta dapat nakakumot ako {period} and I look like a shrimp pagnatutulog. Naka-curve.

--- weird item #3 ----
nagtatago ako ng mga bagay na...err..wala lang, pangremembrance. Example, nung binigyan ako ng yosi ng “crush” ko, tinago ko yun. Even candy wrappers, basta galing sa importanteng tao, tinatago ko. Kaya laging galit sa akin ang nanay ko, ang dami ko daw basura.

--- weird item #4 ----
Mahilig mangolekta ng ballpen. Basta madami akong ballpen. Puro black ballpen lang naman, iba-iba nga lang ang tatak. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit, pero pag pupunta ako sa bookstore, bibili ako ng ballpen, kasi wala lang trip ko. Adik!

--- weird item #5 -----
para sa akin lahat ng mammals, avians, amphibians at reptiles CUTE. Yes, ma pa cobra pa yan o snapping turtle, armadillo to frogs, crocodile to monkeys, basta hayop cute sa akin. Wag lang lalapit yung ahas sa akin. Kahit butiki, cute sa akin. hahaha

--- weird item #6 ----
I eat like a cat...daw sabi ng kuya ko. Sabi pa niya, mana daw sa akin yung mga pusa ko. Laging gutom, at nang-aagaw ng pagkain. Hahaha. One time kasi, nagpadeliver kami sa mcdo. Eh ang tagal niyang umuwi, yun pala nandun siya sa bahay ni ate fei (gf niya). I thought kumain na siya dun, eh nagutom ako, so i texted him and asked kung pwede akin na lang yung food niya. Kinulit ko pa siya na akin na lang. reply niya: para ka talagang pusa. Sige iyo na. J

--- weird item #7 ----
my “dream” job/s. ang dami kong pangarap sa buhay. Ewan ko ba. Gusto kong maging doctor, business woman, traveler, baker, photographer (goodluck), bagger sa grocery, cashier sa dept store, electrician...you name it, lahat parang gusto kong gawin or itry. Kahit magtinda sa palengke. J

--- weird item #8 ----
gustung gusto kong mangalikot ng loob ng katawan ng hayop. Even loob ng katawan ng tao gusto ko makita. Literally. Matibay nga ata ang sikmura ko. That’s why, I’ll try to pursue human med...someday, maybe after I graduated vet med. Hahahaha. Astig alam mo kung san nakalagay yung intestines mo.

Rudeness.

dont you just hate it, when people around you pretend that they know everything?

may mga tao nga na umaarte na they-know-it-all. oo alam ko may alam naman sila. pero wag naman sanang mag-feeling na to the point na parang ipinapamukha nila sayo na wala kang alam.

may mga tao na mayabang. magtatanong sila, pag di mo alam ang sagot...sasabihin nila ang sagot sayo na may halong pagmamayabang. sabay sabi na pag 5th yr na kami, hindi namin makakalimutan yung lesson sa 3rd yr. yeah right!

hindi ako perpekto. aminado ako, na pagtapos na ko sa isang subject, medyo kinakalimutan ko. pero hindi naman yung limot na limot. medio pumurol lang. kelangang tasahan, para maalala ulit.

naniniwala ako na hindi basehan ang grades para magsabi kung magaling o matalino ang isang tao.

wala lang. naiirita lang kasi ako sa ibang tao.

sorry if i seemed rude. i just cant help it. outlet ko naman kasi to. :)

global warming. scary!

got this information from a site. http://www.climatecrisis.com/

WHAT IS GLOBAL WARMING?

Carbon dioxide and other gases warm the surface of the planet naturally by trapping solar heat in the atmosphere. This is a good thing because it keeps our planet habitable. However, by burning fossil fuels such as coal, gas and oil and clearing forests we have dramatically increased the amount of carbon dioxide in the Earth’s atmosphere and temperatures are rising.

The vast majority of scientists agree that global warming is real, it’s already happening and that it is the result of our activities and not a natural occurrence.1 The evidence is overwhelming and undeniable.

We’re already seeing changes. Glaciers are melting, plants and animals are being forced from their habitat, and the number of severe storms and droughts is increasing.

The number of Category 4 and 5 hurricanes has almost doubled in the last 30 years.2


Malaria has spread to higher altitudes in places like the Colombian Andes, 7,000 feet above sea level.3


The flow of ice from glaciers in Greenland has more than doubled over the past decade.4


At least 279 species of plants and animals are already responding to global warming, moving closer to the poles.5

If the warming continues, we can expect catastrophic consequences.


Deaths from global warming will double in just 25 years -- to 300,000 people a year.6


Global sea levels could rise by more than 20 feet with the loss of shelf ice in Greenland and Antarctica, devastating coastal areas worldwide.7


Heat waves will be more frequent and more intense.



Droughts and wildfires will occur more often.




The Arctic Ocean could be ice free in summer by 2050.8



More than a million species worldwide could be driven to extinction by 2050.9

There is no doubt we can solve this problem. In fact, we have a moral obligation to do so. Small changes to your daily routine can add up to big differences in helping to stop global warming. The time to come together to solve this problem is now – TAKE ACTION

1 According to the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC), this era of global warming "is unlikely to be entirely natural in origin" and "the balance of evidence suggests a discernible human influence of the global climate."
2 Emanuel, K. 2005. Increasing destructiveness of tropical cyclones over the past 30 years. Nature 436: 686-688.
3 World Health Organization
4 Krabill, W., E. Hanna, P. Huybrechts, W. Abdalati, J. Cappelen, B. Csatho, E. Frefick, S. Manizade, C. Martin, J, Sonntag, R. Swift, R. Thomas and J. Yungel. 2004. Greenland Ice Sheet: Increased coastal thinning. Geophysical Research Letters 31.
5 Nature.
6 World Health Organization
7 Washington Post, "Debate on Climate Shifts to Issue of Irreparable Change," Juliet Eilperin, January 29, 2006, Page A1.
8 Arctic Climate Impact Assessment. 2004. Impacts of a Warming Arctic. Cambridge, UK: Cambridge University Press. Also quoted in Time Magazine, Vicious Cycles, Missy Adams, March 26, 2006.
9 Time Magazine, Feeling the Heat, David Bjerklie, March 26, 2006.

whew! now thats information. Nako, nakakatakot naman. in 2050 pa naman im only 65. at malakas pa naman siguro ako nun, kaya nakakatakot kung mararanasan ko pa ang mga yan.

kaya we should really make an action toward this problem. Plant tress, segregate waste, lessen air pollution. i know our governments doing their best to help in reducing this global warming. pero kelangan pa rin nating magtulungan.

simulan natin sa bahay natin. :)

What My Name Means

You entered: Zeny Diana Dy Recidoro

There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 107
There are 8 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Russian Female Russian form of Eugenia: noble.

Your number is: 8

The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.

The expression or destiny for #8:Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.

The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.

As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.

The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means: With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11
An Inner Dream number of 11 means: You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.

to be continued...

Birthday Calculator

24 October 1985

Your date of conception was on or about 31 January 1985 which was a Thursday.

You were born on a Thursday
under the astrological sign Scorpio.
Your Life path number is 3.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446362.5.
The golden number for 1985 is 10.
The epact number for 1985 is 8.
The year 1985 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/20/1985 and ending 2/8/1986.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Ox.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Snake; your plant is Thistle.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Choiach, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 9 Heshvan 5746.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 10 Heshvan 5746.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.12.7.18 which is12 baktun 18 katun 12 tun 7 uinal 18 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Thursday, 9 Safar 1406 (1406-2-9).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1985.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 14 April 1985.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 20 February 1985.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1985.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 2 June 1985.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 16 September 1985.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 6 April 1985.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 19 February 1985.

As of 8/16/2007 10:33:20 AM EDT
You are 21 years old.
You are 262 months old.
You are 1,138 weeks old.
You are 7,966 days old.
You are 191,194 hours old.
You are 11,471,673 minutes old.
You are 688,300,400 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Monica (1980)
Ben Gillies (1979)
Kevin Kline (1947)
F. Murray Abraham (1939)
David Nelson (1936)
J.P. 'Big Bopper' Richardson (1930)
Y.A. Tittle (1926)
Moss Hart (1904)

Top songs of 1985
Say You, Say Me by Lionel Richie
We Are The World by USA for Africa
Careless Whisper by Wham!
Can't Fight This Feeling by REO Speedwagon
Money for Nothing by Dire Straits
Shout by Tears for Fears
Broken Wings by Mr. Mister
I Want to Know What Love Is by Foreigner
The Power of Love by Huey Lewis & the News
Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fears

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.11780821917808 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

There are 69 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles.

Those 22 candles produce 22 BTUs,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .

You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1985 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1985 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1985 in the US there were 2,425,000 marriages (10.2%) and 1,187,000 divorces (5%)
In 1985 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1985 the population of Australia was approximately 15,900,566.
In 1985 there were approximately 247,348 births in Australia.
In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 115,493 marriages and 39,830 divorces.
In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 118,808 deaths.

Your birthstone is Tourmaline

The Mystical properties of Tourmaline

Pink Tourmaline promotes female balance and protection. Green Toumaline promotes male balance.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Opal, Jasper

Your birth tree is
Walnut Tree, the Passion

Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

There are 131 days till Christmas 2007!
There are 144 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were born was waxing gibbous.

My Dream Guy

before i start what im going to say, i would just like to tell you...that its RAINING!!! sana talaga walang pasok bukas. hahaha >.O

is there such a thing as a dream guy?

last tuesday, cindy, rosel and me went to sm north again to watch ouija. bago manood, kumain muna kami sa chowking. libre ni rosel kasi birthday niya sa monday. hahaha. next screening time kasi was 7:50 pm pa, so we stayed muna sa chowking..since its only 5:45pm.

habang nagkukwentuhan, napunta kami sa mga "criteria ng mga dream guy" namin. its really funny na sila may mga criteria talaga. like, dapat marunong tumugtog ng instrument, kung hindi daw gwapo at least cute, etc. napaisip tuloy ako, kasi ako wala. hindi ko alam talaga kung ano ang gusto ko sa isang lalake.

simple lang naman eh.. sabi ko basta matalino (street wise, di kailangan genius or nasa honors...basta hindi ehem... tanga). hehehe!!! at mahal ako, mahal ko, mahal ng pamilya ko, mahal ako ng pamilya niya, and of course God-fearing. siguro, yun yung mga major requirements ko.

minor requirements? syempre maganda kung vet din katulad ko...pero ok din na hindi. basta may trabaho at nakatapos ng pag-aaral. hahaha.

pero kung ka-close mo ko, mapapansin mo na...lahat ng naging crush ko... chinese! hahaha. my first boyfriend was chinese. pero eh, matagal na yun at wala na kong balita dun. hahaha.:) hindi naman kelangang chinese..i just find it cute when they smile, wala ng mata. and they reminded me of my all-time favorite animal...panda! and siguro part na rin since i have chinese blood running thru my veins, kaya attracted din ako sa mga singkit. but not all the time. hahaha!!!

ano pa ba ang hinahanap ko sa isang lalake? syempre lahat ng magandang ugali. mga positive traits. at uhm, tanggap ako.

as you can see, kung hindi mo ko kilala, iisipin mo mabait ako at mabait, masipag "daw" mag-aral, at matalino pwede na rin. hahaha. but i have my imperfections. at madami sila. kaya dapat tanggap ako. :) hindi ko na i-enumerate yung mga imperfections na yun, kasi madami talaga. hahaha. :)

ayan, ayan pa lang ang naiisip ko. ah! before i forgot, eto a must to he must be an animal and a nature lover. ♥

there it is. medio humina na ata ang ulan. hahaha.

goodnight world!!! ;)

Yah Yah

so there. wala kaming pasok ngayon, kasi sinuspend. kahapon din suspended ang class. asar lang kasi huli na inanounce. tapos late pa ko sa class, at may quiz. in short 0 ako sa quiz. badtrip. hahaha

but im praying, hoping ang wishing na bumagyo na talaga kasi ayokong pumasok sa surgery bukas. nakakatamad kasi. as you can see, di pa kami nag-oopera, puro principles lang muna...so its boring. buti sana kung may operasyon na talaga. hahaha. nakakapagod din kasi at nakaka-stress. sobra!!!

i had my hair cut last last tuesday. hahaha. its short and its buhaghag. hahaha.

im happy now. hindi ko alam kung bakit. basta yun. ang saya. na-miss ko siya. hahaha. kaso di pa rin nagbago, ganun pa rin. though...ewan. basta..hahaha. nakakatuwa. weird.

so there, walang kwentang blog entry noh?!

Magulo

sa totoo lang, madaming nangyari pero hindi ko alam pano sisimulan.

last saturday and sunday my organization went to bulacan. Farm un ng isa kong org mate. may goat, pigs at manok. ang saya nga dun. nagpa lechon pa sila. yummy!!! ang sarap, mahangin at presko, not to mention na may hog cholera outbreak ata. hahaha. anyhow, nag-castrate kami ng goat at tantananan, NAG-AI ako. i tried artificial insemination in a sow. :) astig astig!!! ang laki nung baboy!!! :) tapos aircon pa yung kwartong tulugan namin. at may videoke pa. sina rosel, videoke to the max, meaning hindi sila natulog hanggang linggo!! OA pero totoo. ako, after kong uminom ng 5 basong redhorse, natulog na ko...kasi may sipon ako.:( pero dahil aircon at malambot ang kama, tulog ako!!!

lumabas na ang result ng vet licensure exam last tuesday and i would like to congratulate my sis ate vanessa and ate beulah. they passed. :) inggit ako. buti pa sila, first take pa lang pasado na...sana pag ako na rin ang nag-take, pumasa din ako. (mag drama daw ba?). :) and of course, CONGRATULATIONS sa lahat ng pumasa. ang top, of course, from UPLB.:)

im having a problem with my beer belly. Yuck i know. kababae kong tao, may beer belly tapos ang payat ko pa. pano kaya liliit ang tiyan ko? hahaha..pero gusto ko na talagang bawasan ang pag-inom. last week lang uminom ata ako buong linggo, wala naman celebration, puro bonding lang ang ginawa...tapos nung monday lang, hala..inom ulit. this is bad. hindi dapat maging addiction to. kundi, wawa ang liver. :(

ang saya..dahil maulan na. malamig na. masarap matulog. nakakatamad pumasok at matulog na lang. yun ata ang ginawa ko last wednesday. dahil walang pasok, i told myself that i will study for my exam in toxicology this friday...pero ang ginawa ko, nagkulong ako sa kwarto, nagbasa ng konti and after a few minutes...ayun tulog na tulog na ko. ang saya ko kasi wala akong thesis that time. kaya relaxed ako. hahaha!!! tapos walang pasok ng thursday..whohooo!! kaso nanghihinayang ako sa ice cream na dapat tapusin kahapon. kelan pa namin makakain un? o.O

yesterday, i went to bambang. anong ginawa ko dun? NAGSHOPPING!!! hahaha. nagshopping ng mga surgical instruments at scrub suit. musta naman un? nawiwili ako mamili. lahat ng nagastos ko para sa surgery, tumatagingting ng 6000+ and counting pa yan. akalain mo yun, pwede na ko makabili ng bagong cellphone o kaya ng mp3 player at pag nakaipon pa ko, pati digicam pwede ko ng mabili plus shopping spree. may 9000 akong pera, pero ubos na din yun. grabe ang gastos. tapos nakakapagod pa. haaaaaaay!!! after bambang, i went to mcdo lacson and treat myself with..syempre chicken mcdo at twister fries. like, parang may bago. hahaha;)

pagod na pagod na ko. buti na lang at nag-si-circulan 4in1 ako. hahaha!! nag-plug pa eh. astig to. effective sa akin lalo na pag may exam. gising na gising at eh, maganda sa brain. hindi ako nagmememorize, pero pag binasa ko tapos tulog, pagdating ng exam, nare-recall ko pa. hahaha:) kaso mahal pala siya. 18.50 ang 1 tablet sa tayuman. pag binili mo sa bambang 900 ang isang box, pag sa mall 1000. hahaha!! KAYA LET'S GO BAMBANG!!! ur da best. (bangbang para kay madel. :) hahahaha!!)

my dinner today, is mcdo ulit. fresh from 8-mcdo. and speaking of mcdo. nag motorcade kanina ang mcdo gang sa labas ng school. astig astig!!! namiss ko ang kabataan ko. kumaway pa kami ni ava kay ronald mcdonald, at dahil sa kaway na yun..binigyan niya kami ng keychain. yahoo!! how childish. kami lang ang kumaway sa kanila. haha.. walang picture kasi, dumaan lang talaga sila. as in mabilis lang. nakasakay pa sila sa truck. hahaha;) i miss my childhood.

goodnight world!!!

Pag-bored na ko...

Your Travel Personality Is: The Adventurer

For you, travel is how you learn about the world. And you like to learn the stuff that's not in guidebooks.You truly have wanderlust. When you're not traveling, you're dreaming about where you'll go next.And your travels are truly legendary - they leave you with stories you'll be telling for the rest of your life!

What's" Your Travel Personality?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sakura Konoe

What's" your Japanese Name?

Realizations

this year i've started realizing what i really want for my life. it took me...say 21 years to realize that. hahaha.. joke lang. siguro kasi yung iba sa inyo nung mag-college, alam niyo na talaga yung gusto niyo sa buhay niyo. pero ako, hindi. puro ako plano, wala namang nangyayari. pero ngayon, as much as possible, gusto ko ng matupad ang plano ko.

first realization. this is weird. whenever im asked if i want to get married or have a child, my answer would always be 'nye! ayoko nga noh?! ang hirap ng buhay. ang daming gastos. blah blah blah.' basta, ayoko. pero 3 weeks ago, i've realized that i want to have a baby, a child. and i want to have a complete and happy family. there, i've said. the problem is... i dont have a boyfriend. hahahahaha!!!

second realization. my plans after i graduate. i will try to graduate on 2009...pero i doubt na mangyayari yun. 2010 ang tingin kong graduation ko. kasi ang dami ko pang naiwan na minor subjects, kasi ayoko silang kunin. puro major ang inuna ko. haaaay! if ever i graduate in 2009, i will take the board exam on 2010. i will review for one year. my reason: para hindi ako madepress, hindi madisappoint yung parents ko at ako na rin...at para lahat ng subjects ko ma-review ko ng maayos. kaysa naman mag-cram ako. hehehe!!! basta 1 yr review. pero maghahanap ako ng sideline...mag-pa-practice ako sa mga brod at sis ko na may clinic. assisstant vet nila ko...payag akong for free. :) and if ever i pass the board exam...ipapatayo ko na ang animal hospital ko. take note: hindi clinic, HOSPITAL! hahahaha. (parang mayaman kami.)

third realization. i want to take human med after vet med. whoa!!! parang mayaman ako. at parang matalino ako. pero, oo..isa yan sa mga plano ko. at alam niyo ba kung saan?? gusto ko sa UST. pero malabong dun ako. kaya sa LA SALLE na lang. hahaha!! i am a fan of grey's anatomy and CSI. na puro medicine ang subjects. gusto kong maging kagaya nila or at least. at eto, weird...gusto kong makita ang loob ng katawan ng tao. curious lang. hindi ako kuntento sa pictures eh. hahahaha!!!
---> just to add up: i also want to take baking lessons and tantananan...photographer! i am a FRUSTRATED PHOTOGRAPHER!!! it shows in the pictures/photos i took. trying hard. hahaha:)

fourth realization. its about lovelife. hahaha!!! how boring! this would be a busy year for me. kaya no time for lovelife. before, gusto kong magkalove life. pero ngayon, parang ayoko. kasi busy ako. hindi na nga ako makapunta sa salon or sa facial center dahil wala na kong oras. ang dami kong ginagawa. last night i texted my friend, na yung mga crush ko hindi ko na crush. dahil sa sobrang busy ko, hindi ko na sila naiisip. how i wish na may lalakeng makakaintindi sa kabisihan ko. at kanina habang nakasakay ako sa tricycle, naisip ko na pag naging nanay na kaya ako, maibibigay ko ba ang oras ko sa magiging anak at asawa ko? parang hindi, dahil sa mga plano ko na nakalista sa taas. di ba?! kaya dapat yung magiging asawa ko, hindi masyadong busy. hahaha!!! (parang ang demanding ko.)

at isa pa, wala namang nanliligaw kaya walang lovelife talaga. hahahaha!!!

bakit ako busy? maraming ginagawa sa school. may organization ako. sumali ako sa pswrc (phil. society on wildlife research and conservation) at ngayon nag ba-bible study na ko...speaking of bible study, that was my 5th realization na ikukwento ko in a few minutes. see..sobrang busy. hahaha!!!

fifth realization. i need God in My Life. this month, 5 days ko lang ata nakita kuya ko. at ilang oras ko lang siya nakausap. sa sobrang busy naming lahat, hindi na kami nagkakausap ng matagal. tapos my kuya told me na, nag ba-bible study na rin pala siya. nagulat pa mommy namin, kasi parang nagbago daw kami. pero ganun nga siguro pag nag mamature ang isang tao. ang dami mong narerealize. small or big basta narerealize mo na lang siya.

my welcome note in my phone right now is a bible passage from Psalm 62. trust in God alone. and i do trust Him. :)

sixth realization. actually parang hindi siya realization, its more like a dream. i wanted to travel. just go to places with my travel buddy (kung sino man yun.) kaso, hindi ako makakapagtravel without my mom, of course. siya ang may pera. hahaha!!! so kailangan kasama siya. i also have this plan, na after i graduated sana, i will *cross finger* travel all over asia. asia muna para medyo mura. hahaha!! pahinga, mag-unwind. relax. dahil tapos na ang school nun. pero malabo yun, kasi wala pa rin akong naiipon at wala naman akong sariling pera. hehehe.

so there, thats all my realizations... as of now. alam ko madadagdagan pa yan. and im looking forward to it.

Good night!!! :)

the word: I MISS YOU

i dont know if i should be blogging, kasi exams pa rin. though pumayag si Doc james na sa next tuesday na lang exam namin sa poultry med. yehey!!! tapos surgery lec next wednesday at wala kaming surgery lab sa friday. yahoOoOOOO!!!

grabe, uso nga ata to. ang magsabihan ng 'i miss you.' kanina nag-load ako, para lang itext ko ang bestfriend kong si rhea ng, 'i miss you bestfriend'. tapos minessage ko si sol ng 'i miss you' din. tapos si jamee din. pati pa pla si narizza. hahaha.

anyways, i miss all of my friends. nung gradeschool, highschool, pati yung sa ust. hahaha. drama!!! but i just want to let you know, i miss you all walang ching. ibang iba na talaga ngayon. :) we're so matured. hahaha (instead of getting old, matured na lang.) hehehe:)

so i just i want to say... I MISS YOU ALL.

siguro, next week, ill try hugging people. hahaha. yung kilala lang. mga ka-close. its nice when you let people know you love, miss and care for them. hehehe:)

goodnight!

**naka-chat ko si mark last night. he's a good friend. at sinabi ko din na namiss ko siya. hahaha. ang dami kong namimiss. :(

Entry 108

i cant think of a good title. sorry. anyways, 9:51 pm na sa computer ko, pero alam ko late to eh.


exam ko bukas sa canine and feline med. pero yung utak ko nasa jupiter pa rin. binasa ko yung merck manual ko, tapos gumawa pa ko ng summary tapos binasa ko yung mga photocopied notes...pero wala, yung utak ko nasa jupiter talaga.


hanggang ngayon nag-aadjust pa ko sa school life? haii!!! this is bad! so, hindi ko na alam kung pano ako sasagot bukas. yung prof pa naman kung gumawa ng exam, pang-board. good luck sa akin.


at ngayon, pinapahinga ko lang yung utak ko, kasi surgery naman ang inaaral ko. puro anesthetic (anesthesia) ang binabasa ko. ang hirap pa lang maging anesthesiologist. kala ko madali lang, alamin mo dosage, i-compute mo yung kailangan ng pasyente para sa operasyon...in short nakasalalalay yung buhay ng pasyente sa anesthesiologist, pangalawa sa doctor tapos sa nurse. kaya ayokong maging anesthesiologist.


isa pa, last last week, may binasa akong libro ni Bo Sanchez. and i swear, i recommend that book to all women, ladies, girls as well as guys na basahin yun. ang title: HOW TO FIND YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE.



astig tong book na to. kakaiba. hindi siya kagaya nung mga romantic, love stories na napapanood natin sa tv, movies or nababasa sa mga libro. nakakagulat nga tong librong to eh. pero sobrang naaliw ako. very helpful.


jill, basahin mo to. hehehe. :)

it made me realize alot of things. and this saturday lang, narealize ko ang "deepest desire" ko. hahaha:) it just hit me. and tagal bago ko narealize yun. hahaha:)

to end this blog... good night! :)

I am such a boring person.

boring kasi, wala naman akong makwento ngayon. Hmm..ano bang nangyari ngayong araw na to? half day lang kasi ako kaya wala...walang nangyari saken ngayon na maganda. napagod lang ako.




gumawa kami ng siomai ngayon sa fst. at niluto namin yung longganisa na ginawa din namin. ang sarap nga eh.



in short, wala akong ginawa kundi kumain. tikim nito, tikim nun.



anyways, exams week na namin next week...at hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa binabasa lahat ng lecture notes ko. T.T tambak na silang lahat. huhu.



sige na, magaaral na ko. bye!

Sa Wakas Nakausap Ko Na Din Siya

ang masasabi ko lang. inspired ako gumawa ng longganisa kanina. hahaha:)

nung nakita ko na gagawa na siya ng longganisa, aba ako din. at dahil sa asin at bawang...nakausap ko siya. hahaha. para akong ewan.

ako lang naman ang may feeling na ganun.

surgery nanaman bukas.

goodnight!!!

I wish i have a car named bumblebee. :)

kung iniisip mong yung sa transformers ang tinutukoy ko.... may tama ka!!!

nanood kami ng transformers ngayon. wala nga sa plano yun eh. wala nga akong dalang pera. bigla na lang nagyaya si cindy. oo naman ako agad, tapos naisip kong wala pala akong dalang extra money. pero sinabi niya na, papautangin muna niya ko. pumayag naman ako.

wala talaga sa plano. pero , ayun at nanood kami. ako, si cindy at rosel. tamang trip lang. para pa nga kaming naliligaw kasi hindi namin makita yung cinema 7. nasa ilong lang naman namin. hahaha

the movie was aaaaaaaaah... GREAT!!!! i love it. mahilig kasi ako sa mga sci-fi, action movies. not to mention na nangarap ako before na makagawa ng robot. hindi siya boring kasi in between scenes, may comedy.

at eto, ang weird ko talaga... parang nalungkot ako nung naputol yung robotic legs ni bumblebee. tapos gumagapang siya papalapit kay sam. at yung expression ng robotic face niya, in pain at malungkot. pero come to think of it, robot naman yun. pag namatay pwedeng buhayin ulit. basta nakakalungkot yun.

may isa pa palang scene na nalungkot ako, nung mahuli si bumblebee... ulit. tinali siya, tapos frineeze. nakakalungkot talaga yung part na yun.

pero, astig talaga! sana meron talagang ganun, except si megatron. fiction na lang siya at ang mga kampon niya forever. :)

My Worst Fever Ever

last friday pag-gising ko, naramdaman ko na na masakit na ang lalamunan ko. at alam ko sa sarili ko na sisiponin na ko. naghanda na ko sa school. since may surgery laboratory kami that day, at ako ang magdadala ng pusa, todo handa na ko. binigyan pa ko ng nanay ko ng pera pang-taxi. nung nasa school na ko, iniwan ko muna si Lika sa apartment ng ka-group ko.

may class ako ng 8-10, 10:20-11:20, 11:30-12:30..and then at 1, its surgery time. grabe talaga ang sked namin pag friday. kulang na lang wag na kaming kumain. :(

so we did IV. and yehey, isang tusok ko lang, pasok na. hahaha. pero ayun na, after ng surgery...nilagnat na ko. at di lang yun, pagkatapos ng surgery, may epidemiology class pa ko. after nun, nag-taxi na lang kami ni ava.

sobrang lupaypay ako. pagkauwi ng bahay, pinakawalan ko na si lika sa cage niya, at ako, natulog. ginising ako ng kapatid ko, 8:30 pm na pala. at sobrang taas na ng lagnat ko.

kinabukasan, sabado, na-cancel lahat ng 3 lakad ko. :( sobrang init ko, to the point na nakahiga lang ako sa kama. pati yung kama, uminit. sabi pa ng kapatid, ung kwarto din daw uminit. ang init daw ng feeling sa loob. bumabangon lang ako pag kakain, tapos akyat ulit para matulog. ang sakit pa ng katawan ko, pati mga joints ko masakit.

at ngayon, magaling na ko!!! pero may ubo pa rin. :(

nilagnat ata ako dahil sa stress. sabi ng nanay ko, mas na-stress daw ako kaysa sa pusa na ginamit ko.

grabe talaga yun. un ung worst, dahil yung mga dati kong lagnat, nakakabangon pa ko...eto hindi talaga.

kaya kayo, alagaan ang mga sarili. take your vitamins. bawal magkasakit. mahirap na. :)

goodnight!!!

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ang hirap talaga ng walang pera. naniniwala talaga ako sa kasabihang, money makes the world go round.

ang hirap nitong sem na to. puro gastos. sana mayaman na lang ako. para walang kaso sa akin ang pera. hahaha.

anyway, hindi pa tapos ang linggong to, pero ewan ko ba...pagod na pagod na ko. kung alam niyo lang ang mga pangyayari ngayong linggong to. naguguluhan ako.

monday - kami lang ng kuya ko ang tao sa bahay. kasi may seminar ang mommy namin sa bay view sa may UN ata un. nag-check in sila ng kapatid ko, si macy sa hotel. wednesday na sila bumalik.

tuesday - since i've joined in the tanglaw university center, whenever there is an activity, i at least try to join it...dahil plano ko talagang ibalik yung faith ko kay God.

monday night, ive changed my globe sim to a sun sim. for my old friends to keep in touch with me. then rosel, my co-tanglaw, texted me para yayain ako umattend ng mass sa Manila Catherdral. its a celebration for Fr. Escriva, the founder of Opus Dei.

at first parang ayoko, kasi sakto lang yung pera ko at nakakapagod din. pero in the end, i said oo, sasama ako.

so after our ethnovet class (thank you at nag-brown out. nadismiss kami ng maaga) we headed to tanglaw in examiner st. qc. pero before that, pinuntahan muna namin si cindy. sasama kasi siya. pero hindi ko ineexpect na pati si uhm, kasama.

so ayun, pumunta na kami sa tanglaw. while in tanglaw, nag pray muna kami sa mini chapel...sobrang seryoso kaming nagdadasal ng biglang...kumulo ang tiyan ni raymond (mon). nagdadasal kami ni cindy, pero dahil narinig namin yun, pigil na pigil ang tawa namin. hanep si raymond.

sumabay kami kina ate keith at mandy papunta sa church. i met mandy nung araw na yun. grabe. she's taking applied physics in UP. whoa!!!
pero bago yun, ehem..nakakakilig to. nag-share kami ni uhm sa payong. hahaha. parang sa mga movies kasi eh. si ate keith at mandy sa isang payong. rosel at cindy sa isa. ako at si uhm sa payong ko. eh ang liit lang ng payong ko. inaasar pa niya ko. sinasarili yung payong. at hindi lang yun, sa kalsada pa kami naglakad..hindi man lang sa side walk. tapos ako pa yung nasa side ng mga dumadaang sasakyan. sarap ngang batukan.

pero naghiwalay kami ng taxi. kasama ko sa taxi si ate keith at mandy. nagkita na lang kami sa simbahan na. bago mag-start ang mass, kumain muna kami sa greenwich. nagshare na lang kami ni cindy at mon sa double pan pizza.

after ng mass, pinakilala kami ni rosel sa ninong niya at ilang mga kaibigan. niyayaya ng saranggani si mon na sumali sa kanila. ahahaha. after nun, pagkalabas ng simbahan, sabi ko kay mon pagsumali ka sa kanila, mag-ne-necktie at longsleeves ka din. kasi yung kaibigan ni rosel na taga dun, naka neck tie. kagalang-galang. wow.

after nun, umuwi na kami. at dahil, gusto nila mag-lrt...nasabi tuloy ni mon, na yung arch ng gate ng intarmuros ang lrt. adik!!! hehehe. joke. natawa na lang kami. sa malayo kasi, iisipin mong riles yun ng lrt...nung papalapit na kami, gate lang pala ng intramuros. natawa na lang kami. 9pm na ko nakauwi nun eh.

wednesday - wala lang. ordinary day.

thursday - nagpasa na ko ng kulang na requirements ng org namin. late ako sa poultry med, pero nasagot ko lahat ng tanong niya sa oral recitation. gumawa kami ng hamon sa fst...at hindi ko man lang nakausap si ehem. lagi na lang. nauutal ako sa kanya. ginawa na namin yung design para sa bulletin board ng org namin. at pumunta si uhm. nakita ko nanaman siya.

bukas, surgery lab namin. kung bakit naman kasi nag-volunteer pa kong dadalhin ko yung pusa ko. nakakapagod tuloy.

nalilito na ko. sino ba talaga? si M o si R? ang gulo. though, wala naman talaga akong pag-asa kay M. to the highest level un eh. hindi nga ako kinakausap. si R naman, comfortable ako sa kanya...at masaya din naman. sabi ko nga kay xuxa, we (me and r) complement each other. *wow!!* hahaha..

tama na nga. ayoko na ng boys. hahaha..:)

aiii...ang gulo talaga. hindi ko alam kung sino ang gusto ko. pero, humingi na ko ng sign kay God...at willing akongmaghintay. hehehe:)

Goodnight!!!

My Most Embarrassing Moment

ill just make this short. nung uso pa ang autograph, i find it hard to answer my most embarrassing moment. because my most embarrassing moment wasnt that embarrassing at all. not until today, i can write that what happened today was really embarrassing.

nadapa ako sa harap ng maraming tao. at di lang yun, guess what kung saan? sa bridge na nagko-connect sa Farmers plaza at gateway. at ang dapa ko, dapa talaga. both knees and palm on the ground. parang aso.

could you just imagine how many people saw it? nakakahiya talaga. buti na lang kasama ko si albino at hindi ako nag-iisa.

when i stood up, hiyang hiya ako. napakabit ako kay albino habang naglalakad. tapos tawa kami ng tawa. hindi ako naiyak, natawa ako.

para tuloy akong si Miriam Quiambao at Miss USA. nadapa. hahaha.:D pero, hah..tumayo ako with grace. hahaha:)

nakakahiya talaga. buti na lang hindi sa school nangyari, at hindi naman ako laging nasa gateway. hahaha:)

so that's my most embarrassing moment. ;p

100th post :)

this is my 100th post. hahahaha. ang dami ko na palang nailagay dito. at ngayon magkukwento ako. hahaha. natutuwa lang talaga ako ngayon.

kaklase ko yung crush ko sa isang subject. wahahaha. pero medyo nadismaya ako ng marinig ko na may gf na ata siya, though its not sure. pero naiisip ko din naman na imposibleng walang gf yun. db?! pero ganun ako, pag nalaman kong yung crush ko may gf na, nawawala na lang yung, uhm pagnanasa? wahahaha. its a joke. basta nawawala na yung kilig. :) at ang shonga ko talaga, kasi nung binanggit yun, tumingin pa ko sa kanya. nakakahiya. >.<

on the brighter side...
may isa pa kong crush eh. eto medyo ka-close ko, or ka-close ko talaga. grabe, nakasama ko siyang magsimba sa school. at sabay pa kaming nag-lunch...pero may isa pa kaming kaibigan na kasama :). first time ko din magsimba na iba ang kasama ko. so, wala lang. nakakatuwa.

habang nagdadasal nga, tinatanong ko si God, eto na ba to? pero siyempre, hindi ko na pinangunahan si God. Inalis ko na yung idea na yun. :) Bahala na Siya, kung sino ang ibibigay niya sa akin. wala lang. ang saya.

first time...
last tuesday, i met up with someone i just met thru multiply, because i bought a watch from her. it was my first time to buy something online. nakakatuwa. para lang akong may textmate at nakipagmeet ako. hahaha. its a weird feeling. really.

look, ang ganda nung watch. :) girl na girl. :)

Masayang Araw

ewan ko ba. basta masaya.

una, eto ang unang araw ng regular na klase. naka v-neck na kami na uniform (pang clinician) at white shoes. excited. mukhang kagalang-galang. hehehe. at nakita ko yung crush ko paakyat ng hagdan, bago ang uniform, at haaaaaay..ang gwapo niya sa mata ko. hahaha. pero di pa diyan nagtatapos.

ang klase ko tuwing monday ay hanggang 12:30 lang. yehey!!! after ng klase ko, diretso akong library kasi nandun yung mga friends ko, at hahaha ang crush ko. :)

after nun, umalis na kami sa school ng mga 5pm. una, naisip namin ni albino na mag-gateway, pero sabi ko sm north na lang, kasi nahihirapan akong sumakay ng jeep papuntang diliman ng mga ganung oras. so nag sm north kami.

bibili din ako ng school supplies, kasi hanggang kanina wala pa kong gamit sa school. hahaha. at thank you card pala para sa lola ko. :) ng biglang pagliko ko sa may mga notebooks, nakita ko yung kaibigan niya tapos siya nakatalikod. nagulat ako. err, di ko alam kung tutuloy ba ko o eh hindi. nahiya ako.

basta nakakahiya. hindi ko lang alam kung nakita niya ko, pero tingin ko, oo. hahaha.

crush ko talaga yun. ewan ko ba. basta ang saya. unexpected kasi. kinikilig ako. hahaha:) pero crush lang, asa pa ko. tingin ko err, may gf na yun eh. hahaha:)

goodnight!!!

Heavy Burden slightly gone

yes, finally...i went to tanglaw university center to..join and get to know God. its a good feeling. and i have to celebrate because finally, i made my confession. yehey! i feel so light. though i forgot to say some minor sins, because i concentrated on the major ones. but it feels so good, kasi nailabas ko na lahat ng mabigat at negatibo sa puso ko.

i also attended a recollection, and i feel Holy. :)

i suggest you join some groups that would enrich you as a catholic or join a bible study. it would really help you lighten up the load you carry in heart. :)

God bless! and goodnight!:)

First Day of School

sometimes i dont admit it...but i am always excited when school is about to start. im not smart but there is something about going to school that excites me.

excited ako makita ulit ang mga friends at crush ko. hahaha. at syempre, excited ako sa mga subjects na kinukuha ko.

last june 13 ang first day namin sa school. ang saya. though nakakakaba ang mga subjects ko ngayong sem. may thesis proposal na ko, may surgery pa at puro medicine na subjects (canine and feline med, poultry and rabbit med at swine med), plus iba pang vet subjects.

excited pero, kabado. not to mention na magastos. haaaaaaaay! sana maging maayos ang sem na to. mukhang dapat bawas-bawasan ko na ang pag-iinternet at panonood tv.

at aalis na ko, kasi may assignment kami sa physio 3 na kailangan ipasa bukas, kahit na wala naman kaming klase. sigh.

goodnight to all!!!

ps: happy birthday to my friend jillian. hahaha. :)

Scavenging for Food

last night, i felt so hungry. so...

i went food hunting... sa ref namin. hahaha~

and look what i have found...

3 hipon. actually, tira yan para sa kuya ko na hindi nag-dinner kasi tulog. pero dahil na-tempt akong kainin, kumain lang ako ng isa. isa lang talaga. hahaha~

at hindi pa ko nakuntento sa hipon. hahaha~

may 2 fried pork sa ref, pati yun kinain ko... hmmmmm...rapsa!!!

Picture picture

yehey. after a very loooooong time. finally, namanaged namin na magkita-kita... though hindi kumpleto. ahahaha~ but at least nagkita kami. magiging busy na kasi kami ulit. :)



from top left clockwise: seth; me and seth while waiting for pam infront of tokyo tokyo; pam; the three of us. putol nga lang si pam at hindi ako nakatingin sa camera; pauwi na. ako yun. :); us again. nagkasya; belat. katatapos lang manood ng pirates 3. :)


miss ko na talaga sila. sayang wala si naji. may work na kasi siya, so medyo busy. but we understand. :)

(i miss you guys. sana makapag get together tayong lahat. june na, busy na tayong lahat ulit. good luck!!)