My March!

March is about to end. Though I don’t have a job anymore, I think my March was very productive. So far, so good.

I got some good rest.

I am relaxed.

I learned how to drive. I’m my mom’s driver by April.

I got to fix my place, arrange some readings and books.

I became a ninang again.

I get to watch good shows on tv.

I colored my hair.

So far, I think I really achieved the driving part hahaha! After taking driving lessons 6hrs for 3 days, finally I can drive our car already. I drove my mom to her dentist in Fairview. The next day, I drove her to Divisoria, UP Diliman, then I told her to drive from UP to shopwise libis because I’m sleepy! Hahaha But from shopwise to home, I drove. So far, so good. I just need more practice and a lot of confidence.

Since hair coloring had become a fad during my highschool days. I thought about it doing in college, but changed my mind because it was expensive done in parlors. But then, since my mom bought a hair colorant, I asked her to also include me. Hahahaha. Siya magbabayad eh. Hehehe. We bought at Mercury Drug in Philcoa. I tried the burgundy. So my hair is burgundy daw. Hahahaha. I like it though, maybe I’ll soon try the blue back or something that will make my hair lighter. Red? Golden…whatever.

I am enjoying my March, because by April I have to be serious and be prepared. I’ve been preparing for this. I’m excited but at the same time nervous. And all I have to do is to think positive! I know I can do this!

This is it Zeny Diana!

God Bless Earth.

the news is so sad. :(

Saying Goodbye

is the saddest and hardest thing to say. whether to someone special, family, friends, and WORK!

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Kahapon ang huling araw ko sa una kong trabaho, na kahit hindi related sa tinapos ko, e masasabi kong nakatulong sa akin sa maraming aspeto ng buhay ko.

Matagal ko ng hinihintay to, pero kahapon nung ina-announce sa room na last day ko na, sa harap ng mga kaibigan ko, hay!!! Ang saaaaaaaaaad! Gusto kong umiyak. Kahit papano, napamahal din saken ang KA. Binigyan pa ko ng boss ko ng “farewell” gift. Akala ko picture frame lang siya, cute yung frame, I said thank you syempre, pero nung uwian habang naglalakad na kami pauwi tinanggal ng katrabaho ko sa paper bag, at dun ko nakita na may ZENY. Pinapersonalized pa nila. Lalo tuloy akong nalungkot.

Dapat walang regrets. I’m doing this for myself. I need to fix everything in my life. My priorities and myself. Kahit na malungkot talaga, at alam kong wala na kong trabaho at wala na kong babalikan, still I will take that risk. Ipapasa ko muna yun. Bahala na sa susunod. Hehehe.

I will surely miss KA. Thank you.

PS: Kahapon, kahit papano masaya pa rin. Kasi my friend, is 4 months pregnant! Oha, san ka pa? Pasabog siya eh. At tinago niya yun, kahit halatang lumulobo siya. hehehehe