merry christmas everyone!!!

ah, pasko na!!! how do i start? hindi ko kasi alam kung dapat bang sabihin to pero sige na para mailabas ko na.

medio malungkot tong xmas na to. syempre, christmas is for the family. pero hindi naman kami buo. akala ko kasi pag naghiwalay sila ok na. tahimik na ang buhay. true, tahimik na nga. hindi na sila nag-aaway. pero, i pity my dad. my ugali siya na, hindi niya ipinapakita ung problema niya, ung nararamdaman niya. ayaw niya ng kinaaawaan siya. i dont know. tingin ko nga pareho kami ng ugali except that im not hot headed.

nasa qc ako ngayon. dito kami ng xmas. ung daddy namin sa laguna. alone. with my dogs and cats. sila lang ang nagcecelebrate ng xmas dun. even my dog inkee kinda know the situation. he's sad. parang nagtataka siya kung bakit tahimik ung bahay..bakit hindi na niya kami nakikita araw-araw. awww..i dont know.

i just feel sad. its my conscience actually. ayoko kasi ng may kawawa esp. kung member ng family. ako lang din naman ang close sa daddy ko. i always pray to God na bantayan siya. someday i will help him..syempre pati si mom. someday i will take good care of them.

thats it. xmas this year is just like an ordinary day for me. ah..MERRY CHRISTMAS!

some sort of quiz?!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Birthdate: October 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Evil Beekeeper. Where You Lived: Quebec. How You Died: Hung for treason.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

Your Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Shy and Withdrawn

People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive. You're thought of as someone who needs looking after... People see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

How Do People See You?

angel in disguise

hmm..let me start last nov. 30..tagal na noh?! kasi naman busy sa school.

nov.30. we had this experiment sa bacteriology lab. we have to inject 1cc of Staphylococcus aureus on a white mice. i was the one who did that experiment. unluckily, since liquid yun, nakalimutan ko na nalagyan pala ung daliri ko nung liquid na may staph. tapos nalagay ko pa siya sa ilong ko. i was frightened, of course. sa sobrang takot ko, niresearch ko talaga siya sa internet at sa mga books. inalam ko talaga ung incubation period niya. i guess im lucky dahil buhay pa ko hanggang ngayon. hehe. naalala ko din kasi na ang face pala natin ay puro staph. haha..

dec. 4. me and narizza watched "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" sa sm mla. kasi bday niya nung dec.3. nilibre niya ko. haha. it was a nice movie. nakakatakot talaga siya knowing na base siya sa totoong buhay. matatakot ka talaga. sigaw pa lang pati ung hitsura niya, kikilabutan ka. pero dahil sa kasama ko si narizza, wala kaming ginawa kundi tumawa. she's my buddy. haha..kaya di ako masyadong natakot sa movie kasi tawa kami ng tawa. lahat din kasi sa loob ng movie house, mag-bf/gf ang nanonood..tsk tsk tsk..

dec.8. walang pasok sa lahat ng catholic schools..kaya sinamantala namin..nanood kami nina albino, madel ng "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire" tapos sa kalagitnaan ng movie dumating sina eric at tin. dalawang beses ko ngang pinanood ung movie eh, para sulit ung 101 pesos. haha..as usual hindi ako binigo ng HP..astig! except ung HP3, nabitin ako dun eh..pero gusto ko talaga ung HP4. ang galing. cant wait for HP5. at sana totoo ung hogwarts..para di ganito kahirap ang buhay sa Pilipinas..hehe

dec.17. siguro kahit na badtrip ako, pinasaya pa rin niya ko. kasi nasira ko ung drum na konectado sa radiator ng kotse. my mum and i had a fight. at sobrang badtrip ako nung araw na un. bukod sa 1 oras akong late sa exam ko sa virology hindi ko pa siya naaral. kaya lahat ng sagot ko, hula at ung iba kinopya ko lang kay albino. 3 na nga lang kaming natira eh kasi one hour lang ung exam (8-9) eh 9 na ko dumating. iyak pa ko ng iyak sa bus papunta kasi ang laki ng kasalanan ko. kaya bagsak ako sa virology. tapos sunod kong exam ung histology, di rin ako nakapag-aral dahil nga ang sama ng loob ko. umiiyak pa rin ako. kaya bagsak din ako sa histology. buti na lang at next yr pa ung oral exam namin dun. kundi bingo nanaman ako. tapos bacteriology naman ung exam ko (3 subjects sa isang araw ang exam ko). pero this time my vacant na. medio matagal-tagal din kaya nakapag-aral pa ko ng mabuti. bakit ako masaya? dahil sa kanya. kahit na sobrang depressed ako at sobrang wala ako sa sarili ko, makita ko lang siya parang nawala na ang lahat. mata pa lang niya, napapangiti niya na ko. bumalik ung sigla ko. tumawa ako ulit. at higit sa lahat, nakapag-aral ako. kasi nag-aaral din siya eh. haha *hayup* basta, masaya ako nung nakita ko siya. he's my angel in disguise..hehe

today. pumunta ako sa atc..at namili ng damit at sapatos. as usual nag sayang ng pera. pero infairness, hindi ako padalos-dalos. nalibot ko na ata buong mall bago ako nakabili. sumakit nga ung paa ko eh. ubos lahat ng pera ko. 50 na lang ung natira. mall kasi eh, kaya ang mahal ng mga bilihin. gusto ko sana ukay-ukay sa baguio. hay! 3pants nga ang nabili ko at isang t-shirt at isang tsinelas. tapos wala. habang naglalakad, naiisip pa rin kita. panay nga ang sulpot mo sa utak ko eh. hindi ka na ata aalis sa utak ko. ano ba?!

yesterday. exam ko sa anatomy2 and 3. nahirapan ako sa 2. kasi 8pm na ko nakapag-exam. 8:30 na ko nakaalis sa school at 9:30 na ko nakauwi sa bahay. nakakapagod. pag-uwi ko, namatay pa si cybie (hamster). di ko alam kung bakit. T.T i really felt bad. i even cried. kasi ang cute niya tapos bakit siya namatay eh, alagang-alaga nga siya. anyway, sa ana3 naman..ang saya. kasi nakakopya ako. hehe..ilang lang naman eh. the rest ako na ang sumagot lalo na ung number 30. haha

last thing...exam ko last week. sana kahit papano sana pasado lahat. hay! feeling ko kasi bagsak lahat eh.

thats for now. malapit na ang xmas. MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

i love dogs

DEAD DOGS
tinanggal namin ang balat ng aso na na-assign sa amin. ung aso na binalatan ko puro kuto. nakakaawa siya kasi pinatay siya. dilat ung mata at labas ang dila. nakakaawa talaga. ang baho pa niya. pero hindi ko na pinansin ung amoy niya kasi wala akong choice, 2 aso ung babalatan namin para sa ana2 at ana3. bawal ang maarte. okay lang sana na makita ko ung mga muscle niya at dumugo siya, kaso ung amoy niya talaga ung di ko kaya. ang bantot pare. pero hindi naman ako sumuka. hehe:)
and weird no? nag-aaral kami ng vet med kasi we love animals and we want to serve them tapos may kailangang patayin para mapag-aralan. weird! nakakaawa talaga siya. ung isa pa naming aso na binalatan, buntis!!! wawa ung mga puppies.:(
note: hindi kami ang pumatay sa mga aso. kinuha lang namin sa dog pound un. haha:)

LOVE ANIMALS
ah, be kind to animals...para rin silang tao. haha:) wala na kong maisip na pwedeng sabihin.
* i will upload some photos sa photo album, pag pumayag ung friend ko na isend sa akin ung mga pics habang binabalatan namin ung dog. wala na ksi ung phone ko kaya, wala pa kong ma-a-upload.*

LESSON
mas lalo kong minamahal ang mga hayop ngayon. gagalingan ko talaga! hehe:) ipagtatanggol ko sila..hahaha:)
goodnight! pagod na ko tapos amoy bangkay pa ko..LOL

i am upset

i will really kill that person!!!

yesterday, someone stole my phone from my bag! take note: from my bag!! hindi ko alam kung pano at sino??? pag-uwi ko sa bahay, butas na ang bag ko. nakakainis!!! wala pa namang isang taon sa akin ung cellphone na un and the cost of that phone is a no joke. G*GO TALAGA UN!! i hope he/she goes to HELL with SATAN! sana masagasaan din siya ng TEN WHEELER TRUCK, PISON, BULLDOZER, BUST AT LAHAT NG KLASE NG SASAKYAN SA MUNDO!!!

bakit naman kasi hindi na lang sila makuntento sa cellphone nila kahit na N5110 pa yan??? bakit kailangan pa nilang manguha o magnakaw..

he/she is a CRIMINAL at dadalhin niya un hanggang sa GRAVE niya...argh!!! im so mad...good thing hindi nasama ung allowance ko for one week kung hindi, hindi ako papasok sa university for one week..hay!!

on the lighter and GOOD side..dumating kagabi ung gf ng brother, (nga pala i would like to thank my kuya and my sister..kasi nung umiyak na talaga ako niyakap nila ako..awww..mahal ko sila kahit na minsan nakakainis sila..) na may dalang aso..his name is frosty..ang cute nung dog. its a cross breed of pomeranian at shitzu. medio nawala ung kalunglutan sa mukha ko, but im still upset and depressed until now. im his official vet. hehe:)

another thing, i finally added my vet bacteriology subject every saturday! yipee! regular load na ako ngayon.

sorry for the foul words i've said..im just really upset. sira pa naman ung phone na un at ipapaayos ko pa lang. wala rin kasi akong planong palitan un. hindi siya nag-o-on at hindi rin siya nagchacharge. sana, hindi na maayos un para mag-sisi siya..MAGNANAKAW!!! hindi ka pupunta ng heaven sa purgatory ka na lang at hell..

i hope this day would be good...

oh crap...

i feel bad..kasi kulang ako ng isang subject. dapat full load ako ngayon. at ang masama pa dito, lecture ung hindi ko nakuha. nakakainis kasi biglang nag-close ung subject. ang natira na lang is ung 4-6 class pero nagmatigas ako hindi ko un kinuha at close na rin siya ngayon. sobrang late na kasi. nag petition kami for vet bactriology lec pero until now hindi pa rin ata siya approved. nakakainis talaga. kailangan makuha ko ung 2-4 class para naman makauwi ako sa laguna ng maaga. nakakainis talaga. bulok talaga ang eskwelahan ko. kaya ayan bukas di ako makakapasok sa vet bacteriology dahil di pa ko enroll dun kahit na nasama siya sa binayaran ko. bwiset talaga...

first day of classes was fun, kahit na di ko na laging kasama ung mga friends ko. nasaraduhan kasi sila ng mga subjects. hay! i just hope na pasado din ako ngayaong second sem sa lahat ng subjects ko gaya nung first sem. im soooo happy dahil pasado ako sa lahat..kahit na halos lahat 1.0 ok lang basta wag ng ulitin. highest grade ko is 3.5 haha:) sana ganito din ngayong sem.hay!

anyway, im watching right now MASTERMIND:THE MAGIC OF ERIK MANA..
ang galing niya sobra. bago mag commercial break, sabi niya: get 9 cards. sinunod ko naman to test kung totoo nga siya. after the break sabi niya na dapat iba-iba ung cards at siguraduhin na may black and red cards. kumuha ako ulit ng panibago. tapos sinunod ko lahat ng iutos niya. ung 3rd card from right, which is 10 spades ung dapat kong tandaan at un ang huhulaan niya. tapos may ginawa muna. spell M-A-G-I-C tapos spell my name, Z-E-N-Y tapos patong-patong..ewan ang gulo eh..basta sinusunod ko na lang siya. tapos nung ok na..get the top 3 cards at itapat ko daw sa hand niya sa tv. wala daw dun ung card ko, pagtingin ko wala nga. next 2 cards, wala pa din..wala nga. tapos ung 1 card..holy sh*t..biglang parang nagkaroon ng static sa tv tapos sabi niya un ung card ko. pagtingin ko..10 spades..sh*t talaga..kinilabutan ako..hehe:)

hanggang ngayon nga eh kaya ung pag-type ko magulo.hay! ang galing sobra!!!
thats it! goodnight! :)

my sked sucks!!!

today, i went to school to get my grades and enroll. i find it weird after paying my tuition, i have to go to the clinic to have medical/dental check-up, where i find it not necessary. after that, when i got my registration form, one subject got closed. Vet. Bacteriology is already close. i have to get the 4-6 class but that already late. and besides i want to get the 2-4 class so that i can go home early. it sucks, really. so for me to get the vet bacteriology, i have to change it on the start of classes, which is on wednesday.:(

on the brighter side, i got all my grades except anatomy lec and lab and poultry lab. i passed all. highest is of course 3.5 and lowest 1.0. i'm relieved. thank God i didnt got 0.0.

after school, we went to the apartment of eric and joanne. we watched britney spears live in las vegas *i could not believe i actually watched it*. we ate chicken neck, squid balls and isaw and drank rc cola. hahaha:)

last thing, i didnt see my crush which makes me kind of sad. hehe

good night!!!! -.-

waiting

im here typing and waiting for 9:00 to arrive. im going to school to enroll and get my depressing grades...LOL...im freakin' bored. walang magawa and my phone is dead. T.T

til here..cant think of anything to type..as of now.

good day! -.-

im back...

haha..after long months..i'm back...

been busy with other stuffs and in school..hay!

i'll just plug na lang:

http://www.animalindisguise.multiply.com

http://www.damselsindistress.blogdrive.com

http://endlessdays.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog

try to visit it.
thanks!

goodnight:)

...faLLen teaRS...

...faLLen teaRS...

wala lang..

wala lang..visit niyo na lang to: http://damselsindistress.blogdrive.com

hay..hell week...last week..>:)

hahaha..grabe isang linggo akong di nag-internet..kahit na gustong gusto ko ng mag-internet..pinigilan ko pano exams week na..tapos sa monday at tuesday may exam pa ko sa botany at biochem..naloloka na nga ako dito eh..masaya ako nung friday..wag niyo nga tanungin kung bakit secret ko na lang yon...pag may nakaalam na e di hindi na secret un..di ba? grabe na-miss ko mag-internet..hay..kahit na bored na ko dito sa kinauupuan ko..basta un na un..masaya ako...:) malapit na ko mag-third year..duguan na to..dapat seryoso na..excited na rin ako sa outing namin sa batangas..yahoooo!!! cge na dapat nag-aaral ako ah..-.-

i not stupid

e2 pa,,isa pang magandang movie by jack neo..its a singaporean movie,,its about three students slash friends..tapos they're trying to survive school..the movie was like a mirror about the governement ng singapore..ung parents and teachers ung government at ung mga students ang people of singapore..actually nakakatawa siyang movie..i enjoyed watching it..:)

nice night...

my mum, sister, kuya and his "ex-gf slash gf" *di ko alam ang latest sa kanila* and i ate at treehouse in UP diliman..it was a good place for people dating and uh..un na un..at eto pa may acoustic gig..astig nga..crush ko ung nag-gigitara..hahaha:) basta nakaka-in love ung gabing yon...:)cgi..antok na ko...

quiz, quiz, quiz, quiz??

we have a quiz today in statistics..i didnt study again though, i know how to do it and know the formulas a little. but i have to do some "kodigs" and ask my seatmates for clarification..hehehe..bad..>:) we had three quizzes one at a time..grabe nakakapagod un,,wala kang ginawa kundi mag-calculate.. then i had my lunch..i ate 1/2 tocino, meatloaf, 2 1/2 rice and a soup..*nice* and i had my filipino class. and guess what, we had a quiz, i didnt study. i lack notes because i dont attend the class if i dont want to..but i think i did good on the exam..*i hope so*.. i hate that subject dahil wala lang..after answering the quiz, i went outside already..i want to buy a cigarette and smoke pero nagdadalawang isip ako kasi i dunno..but before i went out, i saw my "crush" at the canteen..hahaha..and then i also saw my "other crush outside" nice..hahaha..anyway i went home together with gerald because we're both living in quezon city..

i should go to shangrila today with some friends because johanne will celebrate her bday today,,unfortunately my mom did not allow me to go because its late already and its dangerous..hahaha:) but im sad because i want to go.. but anyway, we still have our batangas outing on march 28..yipee..!

ngayong araw na to...

i came to school early..my class starts at 7:30 but i was there at 7:15..*aga gumising*..my subject at that time was biochemistry,,*nice* we just had lecture..which sometimes i find interesting and sometimes boring..depends on my mood..:0 mrs. ramos was really funny, before we start our lecture class since there are few students, we talked about "full house" and "stairway to heaven"..she even told some of my classmates that they are not close if they dont watch koreanovela..LOL..but its only joke..we didnt have our biochem lab class cause she extended our lecture class..and then we had our christian morality,,we talked about sex, homosexuality, heterosexuality, bisexual, prostitution and the likes..hehehe:)
right now..i'm tired already..

may nakakaalam na ng aking pagkatao..

may mga bagong taong nakakaalam na ng aking magulong buhay..

alam na nila albino and johanne na ako'y isang bisexual..hehehe:) i finally told them when we are having lunch at vmes at okay lang naman sa kanila un..:) actually johanne asked me kung nagkagusto ako sa babae since we came from an all girls school at para sa amin normal lang un...and i said yes..at ang sumunod ng tanong ay kung nag-karoon na ko ng "ka-on/gf",,at hulaan niyo ang sagot...hehehe..secret..kami-kami na lang ang nakakaalam nun..:)

natamaan ako...

if pain must come, may it come quickly. because i have a life to live, and i need to live it in the best way possible. if he has to make a choice, may he make it now. then i will either wait for him or forget him. WAITING IS PAINFUL. FORGETTING IS PAINFUL. BUT NOT KNOWING WHICH TO DO IS THE WORST KIND OF SUFFERING.

-by the river piedra i sat down and wept-

i came to school very early today, because i dont know if we have classes in the morning. a very "reliable source" told us yesterday that there will be a "rally" because the organizations and fraternities want to protest about the admin removing their tambayans..but for me, i dont have an organization, so i really dont care. anyway, so we all thought that maybe we have an animal welfare class since its the only subject i'm interested in this sem. but unfortunately, we dont have because dr. ramos didnt came.:c too bad, my friend albino came only to this class because doc already told him/her *hahahaha* that one more late or absent means he/she *hahahaha* failed..so that motivate him to come to class early..hehehe:) after knowing that, we just went to the library to study?? hahaha:) and then we ate luch at vmes..we ate mais con yelo and halo-halo..:) and thats it..we just played around..hihihi

from now on...

habang nasa jeep ako pauwi..sabi ko sa sarili ko..si angelo lang ang crush/mahal ko ngayon hanggat wala pa kong nakikitang kagaya niya..>naks naman< hehehe:)

it was a fun day..??

i came late at my biochem lecture class and it sucks..we have a quiz..i didnt study and my prof, mrs. ramos, told me to seat in front..i was alone in that row..T.T how can i answer if no one is seating beside me..hehehe*cheating* but then my classmate gave me an answer in no.1 letter a..hehehe;p and of course i failed because i have only one answer but im not sure if it is correct..hehehe

and came my biochem lab class..i came in late again because i did some research and lost the track of time..*tama ba grammar ko??* our experiment is about urine analysis..we need some urine but i didnt bother even though im the leader of our group..good thing my guy classmates is the one who provide the urine..we just dont whose urine was used..hehehe :)) our group did not perform the experiment because the urine was color orange or yelloworange..we've guessed that the guy seldom drinks water..hehehe=)) so we just watched the other group perform the experiments..while they perform the experiment, joanne, theola, carlos, johanne, madel and i just chat and talk about some stuffs and laugh at crazy things carlos did (at that time)and the "mulawin" thing..hehehe:)it was really funny..sumakit ang tiyan ko katatawa..at the end of the class we did nothing..hehehe;p..im not a responsible leader..

after biochem, is our animal nutrition lab class..we just compute the nutritional requirements of the animals,,and i understand little about it..my prof, mrs. fragata, did the computation..and we're just staring and tried to listen how she did it..:-/

i went home together with eliza, theola, madel and maldz..maldz and i went to sm north para magpalamig..pareho din kasi ang daan namin..and we saw eric, adrian and jeus..they were buying a stuff toy at bear cudler and as the girl they asked for my opinion..adrian, maldz and jeus went inside another store and they left the stuff toy with me and eric..we decided to hide along the corridor going to the cr..they couldn't find us..hehehe:) after that, i left them at the arcade station near the food court because im tired already..#:-S..

and thats it..good night!!!

the cd is bad...

i'm try to install my polaroid photomax in the computer but there was an error on it..and i cant download the 63 pictures in the camera..i hate it..everytime it gets to 91% a dialogue box will appear and say "an error occurred during the..*forgot about it*:-115" whats that suppose to mean..??

paRa Sa mga in LOve dYan...u.u

"Love is like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. the next day, you want more. you're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. you think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours. but then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. if he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. anmd just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, YOU'RE WILLING TO DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE."

"Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks."

"Love consign us to hell or to paradise, but it will alwayas takes us somewhere."

"Love is a trap. when it appears, we see only its light, not its shadows."

*from the book "by the river piedra i sat down and wept"*

after reading that, ano kaya? ipaglaban ko siya..ligawan ko na kaya? aaahh..magulo..:)

good deed..^.^

hahaha..isa akong mabuting bata at kabataan..

pauwi na ko..pagkatawid ko may matandang nagtanong kung tatawid ba ako ulit sa kabila..sabi ko hindi na po kasi dun po ako galing..of course the old lady thought na dapat itawid ko siya..paggalang kasi un sa matatanda di ba? pero medyo nakiramdam muna ako kasi ayoko ng bumalik sa kabila. hirap makipag-patintero sa mga sasakayan. anyway, panay ang parinig nung matanda na natatakot siyang tumawid dahil sa mga trak, lalo na may trak pa ng coke na nakahinto dahil sa traffic. nagmatigas ako, sabi ko pa nga, 'ayan po pwede na kayong tumawid kasi traffic naman.' pero hindi pa rin tumawid ang matanda..nagparinig pa rin na natatakot talaga siya..nagabang ako ng bus para makawala na..hehehe..i'm bad..>:) pero dahil sa mabait ako at hindi na siya tumigil sa kakaparinig at para naman masabi niya na kahit papano ay may mga kabataan na mabait at matulungin sa matanda, sinabi ko sa kanya na itatawid ko na siya..:)at ayon,,nakatawid din kami sa wakas kahit na ang bagal niya at feeling ko hinahatak ko na siya sa bilis kong maglakad..:) at syempre nag-thank you siya..:)

hehehe..i told my mom about that at tawa siya ng tawa to think na ung kabaitan ko sa tao at sa hayop ay magkaiba..at talagang nakiramdam muna ako bago ako mag-decide na tulungan siya..:)

dapat tularan niyo ko..yahooo!!!:)

bakit kailangan magmahal at masaktan?

eto ang mga tanong na di ko maintindihan at di ko mahanapan ng sagot..

Love is crazy cause sometimes you cry but say i'm ok, you dont understand but cant let go, yet we should be lucky to end up with a little bit of insanity cause its nice to risk just to be happy..

We may love the wrong person and cry for the wrong reasons, but no matter how things go wrong one thing is sure, MISTAKES...help us find, the right people that are meant for us...

na-feel mo na ba na parang sawa ka na...

ako ngayon..sawang-sawa na ko sa ginagawa ko na paulit-ulit lang..gigising ka,,papasok sa sa school, makikinig ka sa mga subjects na gusto mo at hindi mo gusto, kakain ka, mag-aaral ulit, uuwi ka, kakain ulit, mag-aaral para bukas, matutulog tapos gigising ka na ulit at paulit-ulit na lang..nakakasawa na..sawa na nga akong kumain eh.

siguro masyado lang boring ang buhay ko ngayon..wala naman kasing nangyayari na kakaiba..walang thrill..hehehe:) tamad na rin akong pumasok dahil wala namang nangyayari..hay buhay!

home run

i watched this movie at my dads house...it was a nice movie..its a chinese classic movie about a brother and a sister..we share the same rubber shoes,,the sister will go to school first and after her class at noon she will run as fast as she can to meet her brother and exchange shoes..the brother wears a slipper. a very touching story...the sister wanted to buy shoes, but they dont have money to buy a new one..so the brother lend his shoes to her so that she can go to school... try to watch this movie..its really nice:)

na-feel mo na ba na akala mo siya na..?

bakit ba kailangan magmahal ang isang tao? may biochem teacher once said: "in love ka sa taong ito, hindi ka makatulog kakaisip sa taong yun, pero yung taong yun di ka naman iniisip..di ka naman niya gusto." sabi ko sa sarili ko, oo nga..ikaw mahal mo siya pero siya walang paki sau..asar!

ganun ako ngayon eh, may gusto akong tao..schoolmate ko siya dati sa uste..*wala na ko sa uste ngayon*..magkaklase kasi kami sa ibang subjects.nung nakita ko siya sabi ko siya na siguro ung sinasabing "man of your dreams"..*ang corny ko na*..siya ung gusto ko,,basta ganun ung na-feel..kaso may nangyaring di maganda..kaya ayon,,di na pwede kaming maging magkaibigan...and now..gusto ko pa rin siya..nababaliw na nga ako sa kanya eh..kaso malayo ng managyari yun..lumipat na ko ng school at kahit kailan di ko na siya makikita..:c

a trip at CJ Philippines...-.-

today was a happy day for me...before we went at CJ, the rodeo club had an event. its a dog show..a classmate brought her dogs..named spike and krypton..>cool< i played with the dogs..the golden retriever drool like mad..i got drooled in my pants, in my hands and even in my shoes..man i smell like a dog...after that we went already to cj..we are two sections but there is only one bus..the bus is full and the only the seats on the middle aisle is avaible.i sat there beside my friend...while in the bus we just ate some chips..after the long trip we've finally arrived at CJ Philippines in San Rafael Bulacan...when we arrived there we have to eat first our lunch at a nearby carinderia..i'm so full because of the chips.i've decided i would just buy pepsi.ricel bought a "monay" and eliza bought an "ensaymada"..we just share.after eating we headed at the conference room and had a lecture on pigs etc...it was fun but i would be more interested if it is about dogs..:)hehehe..after having the lecture the batch was grouped into 2..by section.i was in block b.the block a went first and we just ate our merienda...the puto was delicious and smells good because it is pandan flavor..after eating we went in the "factory", where the feeds are produced. after that we headed back to school.i'm so tired that i slept inside the bus, good thing my classmates didn't took a picture of me..:)

thats just about it...got to go...:):)

i'm a bad girl...

i told my mom that i will attend the seminar but i didnt, instead i just stayed at school and did nothing because i dont have classes.she even told me to change the curtains in our room and wipe the floor, but i told her that i completely forgot about it..:c good thing she didn't got mad...:)

animal...

we went to UP Diliman to attend a seminar about animal welfare. i joined with my friends in the car and as we enter the gates of UP the car just stopped. the driver said it was an overheat. we have to ride the ikot jeep. we went down at palma hall and walked toward NISMED...the seminar was all about animal behavior and how to understand them...after that we ate our lunch outside the bldg. we sat on the floor beside the bldg. because they've said that we cant eat on the table of the restaurant near the bldg. the sponsored restaurant was bodhi vegetarian restaurant.so we ate vegetables..i'm choosy when it comes to eating vegies. after eating we took a walk and found an ice cream vendor. we bought 4 ice cream (large) for 20 bucks each...*yumyum* after eating we returned to the bldg to talk again about canine and feline behavior and psychology. and i now i understand my pets...tomorrow is the continuation of the seminar and we'll talk about bioethics and genetic eng'g...:):)

animals are just like humans...they need to be loved and understand...and they also,in return, give us unconditional love and loyalty...yahoooo!!!-i miss my dogs already-

"love is nothing without real understanding"

what does love really mean?

we cannot beg someone to stay when he wants to leave and be with someone else..we have to admit that love doesn't give us license to own a person..this is what love means..SACRIFICE

aral ng aral ^o^

ang pag-aaral ay parang beer.
mapait sa simula pero masarap na pagnakasanayan.
masakit sa ulo at nakakaantok pag nasobrahan.
ang pagkakaiba lang, mas mura ang beer...kaya...
INUMAN NA LANG TAYO! :)

Life'S gReateSt LeSSOn >>from tuesdays with Morrie<<

-->> devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning..:)

-->> love each other or die.

i will post another one tomorrow...:)

bored -.-

i'm here waiting for my friend...nakakatamad...friendster is not cooperating with me..XD

^.^ what a day???

i hate it...i waited for 3 hours for my filipino class and unfortunately our professor didn't come. i'm so sleepy. im just waiting for 5:00 to come and i'll clean the house as fast as i can befor my mum and sis come..

the house was a mess..

right now, i'm trying to finish the book "Tuesdays with Morrie". its a very nice book. about life and death.

uhm,,nothing much to say..i have to eat pa..

im in ..i dont know...

i'm tired..i've been typing this project thingie for weeks and i'm not finish. passing is on march something..before finals, i suppose.

i'm tired and sleepy...-.-

nangangapa...

sorry,,bago lang dito kaya medio di maayos..