Feb 3, 2006

trying to find myself.

last monday, my mom received an email. saying she was accepted to work in NY. yes New York and she's bringing us. i am happy until now. i just cant wait.

im going there to... i guess find myself. find my true happiness. right now im just confused about some personal things. i feel so bad. i am such a loser. i just wish im invincible. i hate myself at this very moment while typing.

im having mixed emotions. i want to bring einstein (white mice), cybie and reeyan (hamster) to NY.

i am shutting down. i just want to be alone.

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