Dec 26, 2006

Because of a Text Message

i didnt sleep well last night because of a text message i've received from a good friend.

"Ah c *toot*. My crush kc sau un d lng dw nya msbi kya dndaan nya s gnun."
Yan and text message. i dont know. i feel so confused. its just a text message, pero ang daming ibig sabihin. pwedeng totoo pwedeng hindi.
nagsimula lang nung nagaasaran kami. were joking around. doing blind items. tapos hindi niya ma gets ung blind item ko. i gave him a clue. sabi ko ang clue is lagi niya kong inaasar. tapos sinend niya na ung message na yun.
but i did not believe it. but i hoped. hahaha:) yeah i like the person. but i have to stop what im feeling.
the person even told me that he looks to me like im his sister when everyone starts to tease us na baka kami ang magkatuluyan and stuffs. but anyway, who cares.
im convincing my self already that it wont work at all. and i look to him as a friend. a true friend. just like that. so i really need to stop this.
but i didnt sleep well last night. i slept 3:30am just thinking of that message. and wondering. and thinking again..oh it sucks.
but yeah i have to put aside my feelings for friendship not to ruin. :(

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